My name is ...

Hi, I am Claudia.

I think cough mixture doesn't taste as bad as it is.

Actually I kind of like drinking it.

But, for some reason I will leave some behind.

And feel disgusted after that.

Hmm.

I don't get drowsy after drinking it.

But after a while I do.

I used to think I knew everything.

But actually I knew nothing.

I used to think that weakness is a bad thing.

Actually it is not a bad thing.

I used to think that divorce is a bad thing.

But now, not entirely so.

This year, many things about myself were contradicted.

I never knew I was funny.

But dunno why this year I am like a joke to everyone almost all the time.

I still don't understand why what I say is lame,

Because it makes full sense to me that it is something not lame.

Insecurity.

I used to think it is something I don't have.

But it is something that I have.

Controlling my emotions, was something I thought was easy,

but actually not.

The new things I discovered about myself seemed to be overwhelming.

2011, you are making me crazy already.