Practice..

Today is our CG invasion meeting part two!

Boy, it was unexpectedly fun!

I am so hyper right now^^


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For the following week, I have to follow Cher's car again..
Because my mum is just too lazy to go for the 1st service.
Sigh, what to do?

But today's service was really tailor made for me, even though I missed almost half of the session~
But I find that nowadays, a lot of pastors shared about serving..
Last year's youth camp, pastor Elijah Kong shared so much about serving..

The Christian community really need us!

When I heard what the pastor had said these morning, I was really encouraged^^

She prayed for me during alter call, thanks a lot for boost of encouragement^^

I cannot wait to drive!

With that, I can go for rehearsals with no worries!!

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Spent 2 hours in YF today!

The coolest part was...

We had THE WHOLE PLACE for ourselves~

Discovered the function of keyboards, and bass! ( Thanks Wen Qi for chuning the bass, swt)


Improvised a lot on the sharing part, completely clueless about what to share, actually.

Haha.


I heard that this year form 1 were pretty smart.

Ugh.

Might need to stare at Wen Qi afterwards.


Hahahaha!

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Hmm, I wonder why I got so nervous during last year's audition.

When I played the keyboard today, it was pretty okay-ish.

Slow songs can play la.

"All day" made me jaw-dropped. Haha.

The frequent change of keys, and the fast fast rhythms drive me crazy!

Cher so chun! Zanne lagi chun!


What really made me amazed was the time. I thought 2 hours was too long, eventually andrew had to shoo us off!

And, thank God, the meeting went quite well. I really didn't have any clue about what are we going to talk about today. The worship session especially. Haha. Because most of us are inexperienced. Except for Ginny, Xan En, and Zanne.

We were so occupied over our own instruments worried that we cannot play it well.

But it went with the flow!



AMEN!


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Rob, Amanda, and Gin singing.

Jess and Cass k leh fehing ^^

Darell in charge of the idunowadsystem.

Working on the lyrics?


A slight view on our Lameness:


Song Title:Though it all






Song title: All day!






^.^


I am so happy!

Duno why..


My mum, sis and Bro claimed that I had gone crazy..

They say I smile to myself, and eat sometimes like smiling to myself.

GOT MEH!!!!


Walk to the toilet my bro will ask me : Why are you smiling?

Weird.



Thanks James for the rather funny "putted" term.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR COMING!



THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING!


P/S: I had insomnia.


Claudia*lav.

Time out...

Whoa, I think it has been some time since I updated this...
Phew, really, I had no time for myself lately..
Every time busy, busy, busy, where my desk almost burst out due to the excessive amount of homework..

But you know me right, I NEVER do my homework..
Unless it is the strict teacher's one. Bwahahaha..
But I rather choose to study compared to homework..
Homework is useless, time consuming, and irritating..
And the projects.. Is a combo of DISTRESS!

Phew, as they say, form 5 really stress man..
Plus, my batch of peeps are all so super duper unusually rajin!
When teacher is not in the class, super quiet weih (When Dhinesh is not in the class)..
All doing homework, and all are nerds..

Staying back for koko also HOMEWORK, call them also, HOMEWORK..
Recess also HOMEWORK, talk to them also HOMEWORK.
Ish, they practically do HOMEWORK 24/7..

SO BORING!

So unlike the seniors last year man.

Sheesh.

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Wee~! Had a wonderful day last Sunday!
Our CG practically have this celebration to celebrate the birthdays of babies from Jan-March!!




"US" with Jess, Cher, and Jonathan!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEEPS~!!

And after that, as usual, we had testimony time!
This time around, Suzanne had the honors!




It was pretty interesting..
She shared a lot of verses concerning about love, and friendships..
How to persevere when they hurt you, how to love them back when they hate you ^^
It was really meaningful to me, all these years, how much I had went through...
I am feeling more and more ordinary now, much happier^^
I believe God has his reasons for all things..
And his divine purpose for me can never be removed, or added.

I love you Jesus^^

And next next week, will be presented by our beloved WEN QI! Hahahaha!
Cannot wait about what he is going to share with us^^

After that, We had lessons as usual..
The topic was "Whatever" invented by William..
It was pretty interesting though, about goats & sheep..
Why God chose the sheep? Not the goat?
They are boat animals right? And they were both used as sacrifice during the ancient times..

But why God hated goats? (It doesn't mean goats are EVIL, nature way of saying, ah hem)

Goats are basically harder to control in nature, and they tend to get off hand sometimes.
Curious in nature, they tend to wonder off and search for a better niche.

In the verse, Matthew 18: something ( I don't know where I misplaced the paper, swt)
The sheep is selfless, offering all he has to the stranger when he had nothing..
I think. Haha. Something like that la..

But it was really interesting, I never thought of this statement before.
Why sheep? Not goats?

Well, at times people tend to think that they are better then new Christians. They have more wisdom, experience, which and whereby, are much better compared to them..

When pride kicks in, it could be a scary thing. Seriously.

Unconsciously there would be despise, and the worst thing is, it feels good.

When all glory are channeled to one's self, without realizing the wrath of God's anger, it is far more than worst.

What I can conclude here, pride, is really one of the greatest challenge.

Especially when you are out there, serving..

Wow.. haha, really, you wouldn't realize how hard it is to overcome that.

Come on, I face that too.

And, the more wisdom you think you have, the harder it is to overcome the problem about pride.

That's why, it is very important that we always humble ourselves before God, and maintain a good, healthy relationship with Him.

So that God could humble the uplifted, and uplift the humbled


=)


I am in the process of achieving that.


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After that, a couple of us had a small gathering at leisure mall..
We met Alyssa there XD.
The food was rather expensive, and ordinary..
None of us really ordered drinks, except for Darell and Jess, because it was really a bit too expensive..

Sorry for those who are left outXD
It is not that we didn't want to tell you, it is because the plan was rather a last minute thingy, and there were quite some problems about putting the actual plan in order.

Sorry! No hard feelings k =)
Please don't kill me!!

I was forced to leave early when they were actually into the plan. Sobs!
Because I had to rush all the way to Pudu for Add maths extra class..

Sigh, I missed all the fun.

But it was a success since Xan En said that they started something already. Only a draft was pictured.

So, once again, we need everyone's cooperation!

This week, there will be no YF, and Andrew allowed us to use the yf Hall this Sunday!!

Yeah, all for ourselves!!

I hereby need EVERY F5 CG MEMBER to come this SUNDAY!!!!

Very urgent!!!

Rememeber guys, please pray for this plan...

We are all assigned to lead th F1, and teach them all about worship..

The importance if it, the reason why we worship..

Because they are all still very new, their understanding about all these are still rather vague..

It is super duper important that we teach them the right thing, according to God's will..

Pray that they would not encounter any sort of culture shock! Haha..

I know invading would be fun, but, never ever leave God out of the picture!



I AM SUPER DUPER EXCITED!!!

CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS SUNDAY TO COME!!!

P/S: Loving Sundays more and more! F5 CG RAWKSSS!!!

Claudia*lav

Nervous!

I am so freaking nervous right now!






Cos





2moro






is







my









GD 8 PIANO THEORY EXAM!!!











Ekkk! The moment has finally arrived!


Really wei, no joke, I never study at all man.


Really doubting my faith, or capibility to pass..




Oh well, I am sick of emo-ing.

What can I do now?


Sit there and cry?

Nah, all I will do, is pray, and, stay up late and memorize everything.


I think that is the wisest thing to do now, I deserved it for being soo freakin' lazy.


Oh well. God, it is up to you then.

I believe God has his divine purpose for me, and no one can take it, or add anything to it.


Haha, very nervous, seriously.


Sigh, really hope to pass.

A 66 enough d.


Ha haaaa.



P/S: Thanks Zaannee! So super duperly much for giving me all your pass theory work!

I know it is pretty hard to find and clear everything since your exam passed such a long time

ago. Really, I thank you a lot, especially the blank one you gave me! Thanks!




And, the nail coloour too! Deep purple, quite identical to black.


And I always wanted one!


Hope my grandma don't scold me~


Claudia*Lavv


Cannot wait to invade the form 1 cg! Yeah!

The web?

Since Chin Peng asked me about websites,

I really never thought about this!



http://www.charis.org.my

Wee! I am so happy that I can find my church's website through google.. Muahahaha!

And it is NOT a blogsite, it is a website!

I so super duper happy!

But I never realize its existance till just now.

After attending this church for 7 years d.

What?


Sheesh, the youth force section don't have my face inside!

Except for William, Grace, And Mika.

And the pics were pretty dated... =.=.

Swt!


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A time to weep and a time to laugh,
A time to mourn and a time to dance,
A time to embrace and a time to refrain,
A time to search and a time to give up,
A time to keep and a time to throw away,
A time to tear and a time to mend,
A time to love and a time to hate.

Ecclesiastes (3:4-8) "Cut some lines"

I guess it is just the time to make the decision.
Would I cling to you, even though in my darkness nights, when hope turns into plain nothingness?
Would I cling to you, even though my hope is burnt into cinders?

Would I? Would I?

Even though how much you grieve and wail,
How much your heart cringes,
How much...



To tell you the truth, no matter what you are feeling right now,
Truly, no one could ever comprehend how you feel.

Seriously, not at all.

How happy you are, how crazy you are right now,

The feeling you are having right now,

How would one ever understand?


Really, no one.


Only the creator of human beings, that has the authority to comprehend such things.

Feelings.

Cannot be define as in any term of scientific terms, an equation.

Haha, truly, really nothing.


I believe His divine purpose is placed within me.

Nobody can take it away, or add anything in it.


Guess this is life, huh?




I have to forget,

And live with it.




Claudia*lav

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Shyt. SHYT!



2DAY Add maths exam...



I. Screwed. Up. EVERY. THING.


The 1st part, arithematic progression, I know la, the Q is easy..


But it is just that, I was totally blank, till the extent.. I cannot even do the graph


I cannot imagine I never drew the graph...




GRAAHHPPHH!



10Marks man, confirm this time, sure sure surely fail..




Ish, sigh. I was too carried away by chem, I woke up late and never refer my add maths at all.



Ish, so beh song leh. Dang.

Sigh....





And, the wounds at my leg is getting worst..

The dead cells are covering the wound completely.. The pus thingy. Ewww.



So worst man.


Thank God bio and Physics postponed.








IF NOT I WOULD BE DEAD.




Thank God this is 1st test...




Spm means....
















You will see me at the headlines of star newspaper the next day.






Ew.




Claudia*lav~

Ugh!

Ish, this stupid com is pissing me off!

Got any other better sites the imeem.com?

Love game is a nice song, but the lyrics *Ah hem*

*Go and see it for yourself*

Sad thing, if not I would have downloaded it...



Hopefully beautiful, dirty rich doesn't sound so bad!


P/S: Dad ordering Pizza again! Yeah!


Claudia*Lav

Recharged!

Woooo...


Wee..




I finally got my...









Venora tote bag~!



Yess~!


Thanks abby~ Though I expected it to be much bigger, still, I love it!

But I rather have what you brought to church today..

Charles & Keith. Surprisingly it is a Malaysian internationial brand, Just as I discovered that Jaspal is a Thailand brand!

I love the bag! "Charles & Keith" Would be my next target!

Leather bag rules!

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I was elevated today.

I didn't know today's service made such a big difference out of me today!

I am so happy, I was so shifted by His presence... Till I could feel how He felt during worship..

The lack of excitement for God. That's sad.

In the midst of worship, so many people around me didn't understand.
I had a burden for them.
For the youths..

This morning my mum was, as the same, very late for service.
I was actually quite pissed about her, cos at times she does not think that going for service is important.
In a way, I was actually quite disappointed. Cos, I thought I would miss something BIG from God.
Really, I was waiting months for his presence to crush on me...

But today was different, today was rare.
I can feel the what others are feeling, during how they respond to God.
It is not like I want to boast or something, but I get very sensative to these things..
Seriously, it is not like I wanted to brag or what, but this is truly what God did to me today.

Suddenly, I was shaken about these words.
Self-pity, self- centered, self-ridden, pride, broken.
The past. Many people are living in the past, unwilling to let go, unwilling to change, unwilling to face the reality.

Stuck. Or maybe just, plain bored.
As I was pondering about these words, I just had the sudden urge to tell everyone.
Slacking, there are many people who still lack the desire for God.

I felt sad. Because I know how it feels.
I am also like that at times, just, plain bored.
Sometimes, I didn't believe in faith at all.
I am just like, on my own, my thoughts.
And that, it kills.

And then, suddenly, something shifted me to tell it to everyone.
Rise up, and stop living in the past. Move on, because, God has reigned, and he will present himself before us!

I was scared, and nervous.
Because this kind of thing never came to me before.
I was looking at Andrew. I was really doubting about saying it in front of everyone.
A few hundred of them, the crowd.
Being spontanous, driven by the spirit...






I attempted to walk in front and grab the mike from Andrew,
But I chicken out and walk towards the toliet instead. Swt!


But the second time when Emily talked about broken wings, I was convinced a bit. Cos I knew I was not alone.


God talked to them too =)




Then I went forward. And God did His magic.



I really don't care what people will think of me. I just went and speak what God wants me to tell, that's all. It is not to show other people, or to proof it to anyone. I really did it for Him..


Today service extended till 1.30. Praising non-stop.

Which is very unusual. CG cancelled.

Certain people had visions. Certain people had the experience to worship differently.

Alter call was opened, and I saw many form 1 and form 2 went out. I was so happy!

Cos when I was f1 f2, I was like them too^^

Going forward during alter call, expressing my true self during worship..

I felt so encouraged! I cannot wait till the time I can go out there and help them..

Nurturing their spiritual growth. I was truly encouraged.

Thank You God, for making such a big difference today^^

And I learned one very imporatant lesson today.

NEVER MAKE UP, When I had to go church.

Sad right, today I make up nice leh, I smudge the kohl and eye shadow. SO NICE.

But then, every single time I did it I would cry during service.

Sigh, when I cry, it will smudge.

Today was worst, till my neck had the stain! And Suzanne thought It was the blue black I kena-ed during the motorbike thing.

Sheesh!

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My wound was getting worse!

Infected ady nia... sobs sobs..

Lucky thing my dad brought me a type of cream

That would eliminate dead cells, eventually A lot of pus came out.

Yer. SO GERLI!





Hope I can wear skinny jeans soon!


Claudia*lav^

Should I?

Haha, I find this pretty funny.

Some people might find it stupid.

I am gonna try this anyway =)








Since, I was tagged by Erica!





001. Real Name: Claudia U
002. Nickname(s): Very ashamed to say it.
003. Age: 17 years old
004. Zodiac Sign: I don't care
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Sri Suria?
007. Middle School: Sekolah tmn connought
008. High School: Sekolah Cheras Perdana
009. College School: -
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Short (Plan to let it grow)
012. Loud or Quiet: Sometimes.
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: Yes.
016. Drink or Smoke: None.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: No.
018. Eat or Drink: Eat and drink =p
019. Piercings: 2
020. Tattoos: No.
021. Social or Anti-Social: Depends. If I am in a bad mood, I might scare you off.
022. First Piercing: 14 years old.
023. First Relationship: Nope
024. First Best Friend: Yi xiu aka iikiu
025. First Award: Singing competition when I was standard 5 ( In sch) Swt.
026. First Kiss: My mum kisses me. When I dunno.
027. First Pet: Fish.
028. First Big Vacation: Korea & Hong Kong ( Barely remember a thing)
029. First Love at first sight: Nope
030. First Big Birthday: 12 yrs old.
Currently

049. Eating: Nothing.
050. Drink: Drinking Yogurt drink ( Gonna expire)
051. Excitement Level: Depends. When I laugh it would be super.
052. I'm about to: Do my piano theory
053. Listening to: DBSK something.
054. Plan for today: Study, pray.
055. Waiting for: The day I collected all M.A.C products (Winks)
056. Energy Level: Lame Q. Haha
057. Thinking of someone:Brad Pitt. Yes then ~!
058. Want kids?: Dunno
059. Want to get married?: Might, might not.
060. Careers in mind?: Pharmeutical chemist, something to do with Bio & Chem.

Which is better in the boy/girl you like

068. Lips or Eyes?: EYES!
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Yikes. Hates both.

Have you ever

080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope.
081. Ran away from home: Planned before.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Thought of it before.
083. Killed somebody: No.
084. Broken someone's heart: Hmm, must ask that person.
085. Been arrested: Sot Q.
087. Cried when someone died: Yes. Grandpa ~~

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: Yes
090. Miracles: Yes
091. Love at first sight: Nah.
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa Claus: No.
094. Tooth Fairy: No.
095. Kiss in the first date: Whoever who attempts to do that will be in the hospital.

Truthfully

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Half.
099. Do you believe in God? Most definitely.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:


10 people?

Lemme think..


Erm.

I think some would think it is too stupid to do such things.


Hahaha.


1. Abigail
2. Jessica
3. Kit kat Zhai


Guess that's it?

Everyone who is on my "link" list.


Hahaha.



Claudia*lav

Delighted?

Yeah!

*JUMPS* *SCREAMS*


An unimaginable thing occured to me..


I improved in my theory!


~!@#$%^&*()


Oh no, you would NEVER know how much this means to me.

Thank You God!!!!


Hahaa, guess miracles really do exist!


Last week, I got 25 for theory...



2day....



I HAD 63!!! Weee!!!


Ahaha, even though this is not the actual results or what, but was way out from what I had expected...













Oops. I missed a thing.





The passing mark is 66.




Psst!



Hopefully the paper would be easy during my exam!



*Shivers*

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And...








HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO~




HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SHA SHA!

Really enjoyed those times together..

Even though it was only a year ago..

For being there, for being the lovesick! Haha..


Thank God that you accepted Christ back then^^

Will always keep you in my prayers, that your maturity in Christ will be elevated.

All the best for P.Speaking ya!

Just don't count too much on the paper k, to be frank, try to be spontanous when you forget something, and keep EYE CONTACT!

That shows confident to the judges, and also the crowd.

IF you cannot, try to fake it!

Tee hee.

Hopefully Mr.Tarzan taught you something handy during reheasals.

Manjeet very funny la! Hahaa..







Guess what I gave? I feel ashamed to reveal it laa... kinda *flushes*

Btw, I was hit by a motorbike because of her!


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And one more thing..












My cert for GD.8 practical had just arrived (Pats myself*) !


So happy weii! Gonna Frame it (Prouds)


Okay la, tell you the truth.





Actually, I still didn't believe that I got Merit for it.

I am still gawking actually.

I think I did really really really bad.

I think I don't deserve it. Really.

Tell me, is this God? If it is not, tell me what it is?


AMEN!


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Another one more one more thing..

Till then I gotta bathe ( 12 hours nvr bathe, sure hair will drop like mad)






I cannot believe I am going to get this bag by this sunday!!!

Wee!


I love it so much, gonna look like cowboy d! Wee!!


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Claudia*Lav

Emo days.

Finally.

My heart is restored. =)

I believe all those past, hurt, trials are just a way to bring me out of the box.

To the place where His glory is.

Truely, I thank Him for this experience through hell.

But, I would not want to go through it again though! Haha, cos really, it sucks!

There were times when I had nightmares...

Thinking about cruel, and unimaginable things at night.

Really S-C-A-R-Y!

I became very emo, especially when there were flashbacks...
I became super duper emotional when I don't get things my way.
I threw tantrum in class. Twice. ( A very big commotion thing. Might scare you away)

I was clinging to the past.




I was a monster.

Agony took over my thoughts, consuming my soul with gashing teeth.

I was horrible!


A mixture with stress, exams, and the people around me.

I was stubburn. I didn't have faith.

To be precise, I never believed in faith at that moment.

I was blaming everyone, and God.

I almost, ALMOST, backslided.

Imagine if I didn't release it out.

Imagine if those words never saved me.





















I would be in a pit of complete darkness.







Thank you ^^ God, and you know yourself.


For showing me the light I hoped for desperately.



Thanks!


Claudia*lav