Wee..
I finally got my...
Venora tote bag~!
Yess~!
Thanks abby~ Though I expected it to be much bigger, still, I love it!
But I rather have what you brought to church today..
Charles & Keith. Surprisingly it is a Malaysian internationial brand, Just as I discovered that Jaspal is a Thailand brand!
I love the bag! "Charles & Keith" Would be my next target!
Leather bag rules!
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I was elevated today.
I didn't know today's service made such a big difference out of me today!
I am so happy, I was so shifted by His presence... Till I could feel how He felt during worship..
The lack of excitement for God. That's sad.
In the midst of worship, so many people around me didn't understand.
I had a burden for them.
For the youths..
This morning my mum was, as the same, very late for service.
I was actually quite pissed about her, cos at times she does not think that going for service is important.
In a way, I was actually quite disappointed. Cos, I thought I would miss something BIG from God.
Really, I was waiting months for his presence to crush on me...
But today was different, today was rare.
I can feel the what others are feeling, during how they respond to God.
It is not like I want to boast or something, but I get very sensative to these things..
Seriously, it is not like I wanted to brag or what, but this is truly what God did to me today.
Suddenly, I was shaken about these words.
Self-pity, self- centered, self-ridden, pride, broken.
The past. Many people are living in the past, unwilling to let go, unwilling to change, unwilling to face the reality.
Stuck. Or maybe just, plain bored.
As I was pondering about these words, I just had the sudden urge to tell everyone.
Slacking, there are many people who still lack the desire for God.
I felt sad. Because I know how it feels.
I am also like that at times, just, plain bored.
Sometimes, I didn't believe in faith at all.
I am just like, on my own, my thoughts.
And that, it kills.
And then, suddenly, something shifted me to tell it to everyone.
Rise up, and stop living in the past. Move on, because, God has reigned, and he will present himself before us!
I was scared, and nervous.
Because this kind of thing never came to me before.
I was looking at Andrew. I was really doubting about saying it in front of everyone.
A few hundred of them, the crowd.
Being spontanous, driven by the spirit...
I attempted to walk in front and grab the mike from Andrew,
But I chicken out and walk towards the toliet instead. Swt!
But the second time when Emily talked about broken wings, I was convinced a bit. Cos I knew I was not alone.
God talked to them too =)
Then I went forward. And God did His magic.
I really don't care what people will think of me. I just went and speak what God wants me to tell, that's all. It is not to show other people, or to proof it to anyone. I really did it for Him..
Today service extended till 1.30. Praising non-stop.
Which is very unusual. CG cancelled.
Certain people had visions. Certain people had the experience to worship differently.
Alter call was opened, and I saw many form 1 and form 2 went out. I was so happy!
Cos when I was f1 f2, I was like them too^^
Going forward during alter call, expressing my true self during worship..
I felt so encouraged! I cannot wait till the time I can go out there and help them..
Nurturing their spiritual growth. I was truly encouraged.
Thank You God, for making such a big difference today^^
And I learned one very imporatant lesson today.
NEVER MAKE UP, When I had to go church.
Sad right, today I make up nice leh, I smudge the kohl and eye shadow. SO NICE.
But then, every single time I did it I would cry during service.
Sigh, when I cry, it will smudge.
Today was worst, till my neck had the stain! And Suzanne thought It was the blue black I kena-ed during the motorbike thing.
Sheesh!
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My wound was getting worse!
Infected ady nia... sobs sobs..
Lucky thing my dad brought me a type of cream
That would eliminate dead cells, eventually A lot of pus came out.
Yer. SO GERLI!
Hope I can wear skinny jeans soon!
Claudia*lav^
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