Emo days.

Finally.

My heart is restored. =)

I believe all those past, hurt, trials are just a way to bring me out of the box.

To the place where His glory is.

Truely, I thank Him for this experience through hell.

But, I would not want to go through it again though! Haha, cos really, it sucks!

There were times when I had nightmares...

Thinking about cruel, and unimaginable things at night.

Really S-C-A-R-Y!

I became very emo, especially when there were flashbacks...
I became super duper emotional when I don't get things my way.
I threw tantrum in class. Twice. ( A very big commotion thing. Might scare you away)

I was clinging to the past.




I was a monster.

Agony took over my thoughts, consuming my soul with gashing teeth.

I was horrible!


A mixture with stress, exams, and the people around me.

I was stubburn. I didn't have faith.

To be precise, I never believed in faith at that moment.

I was blaming everyone, and God.

I almost, ALMOST, backslided.

Imagine if I didn't release it out.

Imagine if those words never saved me.





















I would be in a pit of complete darkness.







Thank you ^^ God, and you know yourself.


For showing me the light I hoped for desperately.



Thanks!


Claudia*lav