TBC..

I LURVE THIS!









This is driving me nuts! I look so noob =.=









And this..



And this


And this






Apparently, none of them are mine.


Sobs!


Gosh! I spent almost half of the night checking out her latest stuff! I was so shocked! She manage to grab a perfume from Victoria's secret.. Ish, that thing does not exist in Msia! Chun wei!



"Pink" -- V.S

She even has...


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Tadah~!


Mediterranean breeze by Elizabeth Arden~! Yer.. got so many Eau de toliette never give me! Hiding inside the drawer.. Think I don't know meh?

Enjoying the scent..




Perasan nia! I really lovve that bag!

Lonely M.A.C finally gotta friend! Thanks aunty~ I underestimated Revlon. Not bad!


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Day 3

After much effort of rummaging..
Finally time for Shopping~!












Played bowling too.. Eventually I lost =.=. Cannot get over it... End up sulking in the computer room playing the bowling game from facebook. Swt. "Still does not know how to use it"


*****


Ugh. Sorry peeps.

Currently not in the mood to blog right now.



My blogging cells retarded. Just don't know how to blog anymore.


Sad.


So lame d, really, I don't know what to blog about already.


Zzz.


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C.N.Y

Gosh, cannot believe CNY just passed like this!
Ish, after this have to lead a boring life once again...
School, tuition, school, tuition, homework, teachers..
~!@#$%^&*

Thank God I manage to breath again after 3weeks suffering in a hell hole!
It was so.. draining for me.. I suffered a lot during the start of the month..
I feel so much better now^^

Wee.. cny was not that bad after all!
But you cannot stay in KL for sure.. very boring D.
The first few days was so boring, went to grandma house twice.
In the house, fa mou lo.. Ish..

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Day 1

Lalalalala..

Boring.

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Day 2

Spend almost half of the day sitting in the car, gained a lot of extra energy hibernating. Reached my mother mother's house!

Did a lot of stupid stuff there..

Ate a lot of tidbits end up skipping dinner^^




Camwhore~!



Mum and aunt Discovered something new!

Me and Heng Yi^^

Me & Mummy.

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After most of the time taking pictures..
Most of us were hungry. End up my whole family decided to take a day off at Regency's..

I went to my aunt's place!




Rummaging her stuff..


(Some technical error)

TBC...

--Sealed---

Today was fun~!

But my nail cracked...

Lurve shopping.. Lurve my new belt^^

---Sealed---

Gonr xi Faaatttt Chai~

Yeah, Finally, tomorrow I can show off my skinny jeans!

I heart skinny jeans~!

And, my new shirt!

And, I can go back hometown.

KL boring la.

Ish.


---Sealed----

P/S: I am dying to get glatties!

=.=

Hello blogspot.com. Do you miss me?

TeeHee, oh well, same old story.

Still very busy. And you know what, things cannot get even worst...
































































My CHEMISTRY TEACHER IS LEAAAVVIIINNGGGG!












NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO






NOOOOOOOOO


















NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!








Oh my gosh! Things just cannot get any worse.. Add maths teacher just left... Now Chemistry??!!

Dang... today a new add maths teacher came in... she teach like... SWT!

Don't know what was she talking in front, she is not even sure of what she is teaching..

My Chemistry even worst.. It used to be my Fav sub, I love it so much cos I had Pn.Norhayati..

Now she is leaving, stuck at Chap8 F4, Martin chem teacher sucks.

I really don't want to say that word. But just, it sucks!

I had been praying so hard..

Is this all I get??







It will be no surprise if I fail either of that subjects...




And now...














Grr.. T-h-e-o-ry...

Sobs.. I just cannot get it write.. erase and rewrite.. erase and rewrite..

THANK GOD SHE NEVER SCOLD ME...

But, I spend 4 hour on this. One test paper. Believe it~!

Gotta chase after SPM and Theory.. theory also need to memorize.. Ugh...

And I kinda want to go for the 10 hours seminar in UM.

My Bm cacat la, I even passed up the form.

Mum just nodded, never say anything..

but the fees is..













rm109





My dad just said that he was afraid that I will use up all his money..

Have to use my own.. Sobs. I don't want to pressure him anymore.

That is why I need scholarship!!





Good thing is: I am getting better with my mum. I sent sms to her when I did anything wrong, And will tell her if she did anything^^

Sigh, But I had been distanced from God.. So sorry to say that.. I am sad...

I really prayed yesterday.. But I felt nothing..

I need that passion..

Seriously, I am really afraid if I really backslided..

The scariest part, is when you do, you don't realize it..

I don't want that!

Help! Help!


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Busy busy..

Sigh, this is so sad. I never updated for a WEEK!
Haha, well, just so you know, I was once a fanatic..
And I update almost every 1 to two days..
I guess I was just a little too busy this few days.. ever since school started..
Phew, I ain't got time for anything..
I miss my holidays. Sobs.

Seriously, I think I am in a big trouble now.
My computer lagged so much, and it shut off by itself just now.
VIRUS!
No msn, no youtube, no BLOGGING~!
Er.. Haha, but in a way, I am quite relived.
I think I really changed a lot this during school days..
More nerdy ady. Swt.

I was never like this, ever. I never studied right from the start. EVER!
Pmr time also play play only. Haha..
But this time I am really really serious. I really want this.
But most importantly Gotta thank GOD for giving me this semangat to study, and go for tuitions,
sustaining me all the while, when I get so lethargic.

8 hours of tuition. Nope, i think more than that. Close to ten I think.
Hmm, crazy leh. Haha, it is very tiring, but I find that I can focus more. Martin have Good teachers..
Got people crazier then me, 12 hours tuition. Geng man. Kasturi ppl. Haha.
But I think I will stop chemistry.. by the time chemistry starts I cannot focus ady.. too tired..

I am going to study like mad. Told ya. Haha.

Really thank God that I started revision this week. I am surprised that I was consistant.

But moreover, I just don't want to get too carried away.

Studies is not everything.

It is not what are you going to do when you grow up.

It is all about GOD!

Haha, cheers! I survived for 2 weeks! Yuhoo~

P/S: Shortage of teachers in our school. Almost every week a teacher pindah. A. maths no teacher for a M-O-N-T-H!

NO A.MATHS TEACHER WILL TEACH 5B FOR A MONTH!


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Farewell.. Pt.2

THE PICS..

Managed to take some random shots before the "surprise"

STOP! Molester! Hahaha!

My face look so round..
Btw, I am quite skeptical about cutting my hair. Should I cut my hair or leave it long??
Last time while I have long hair, I wanna cut short. Now I find my lil ponytail kinda nice.
But Chin Peng say I look like aunty. Swt.



Me and Xue Kee^^

From left: Cheloton, Ah Mak, Meee^^

Btw, Chin Peng commented on my non-stop playing-with-the-camera attitude. He said now it is just 9/1/2009. Still got 10 months before graduation. Swt man.
After much suffering and grieveness, Wen Koiu managed to take a shot of Shin Hoi. YEEAH!
We had many attempts, most of them failed. Damn smart leh he. As if he is wearing superman contacts. Geng.


Cards from us!!

FYI: If you notice, I think I wrote teh most. Tee Hee.

Wanna know what last minute present I gave her?


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Tadah! A music box! Quite last minute actually... cos she told us a day before her last day at school. Sobs.

Internal view..


Btw, I modified this box.. guess wad it is?






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I bet you cannot. Hahaha!



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TADAH! Smart leh, she will never forget me! Hehe. From me and yi xiu.

SWT~! Perasan man!

Haha, those ppl...


CLASS PICS~@! 5B 2009~


The guys.



Pn. Rodziah Admiring the card..


Pn. Rodziah cutting the cake..


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>>>>>>.



PN. RODZIAH WAS SPLASHED BY THE CAKE!

Haha, well, i managed to kena other ppl oso. Hehe. Sorry if I was too ganas. High d! Adreadaline crush!


Some people were lucky.. thousands of people were dying to do this


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FED BY PN.RODZIAH!

Mak Sek yin!

Chee Soon!~



Yong Jie aka KITKATZHAI!! He looks like he is eating Kit kat though, Hahaha.




Sigh, too bad Sha din join us. She say she will break down if she does. Sigh.





But in anyway, I believe God has his purpose for everything..
It was really emotionally draining for me this week...
I cried so many times, when I knew she was leaving in such short notice..
I cried too, T.T.
When she entered our class, she cried also, she loves us a lot..
So sad to see her leave...
But, I know God won't leave me in astray right? Even though it is SPM year, and they leave in such timing..
But God has a better plan for us.. ^^

Btw.. Chemistry teacher is also leaving.. She got the letter ady..

I really don't know what to say.

Sigh.






Lastly, Me and Rodziah.



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Farewell..

I am not too good of a fancy writer..
Apparently, I am not too good of a poet either..
So I would like to just express in simple words, dedicating this piece of "art"... to my beloved A.maths teacher.. PN. Rodziah...

Thank you so much for teaching me add maths..

Thank you so much for being so sweet..

Thank you for being so patient..

Thank you for forgiving us, even though we were known as 5B, but last year, we did not do your work..

Sorry for misbehaving..

It is not how good, or how smart you think you are, but it is the way you teach us, the tenderness and gentleness.. It really boosts my interest for A.maths..

Last year almost everyday after school, I would find you to teach me add maths, even though you are one busy woman, but you are willing to teach me...

Still remember that famous Amos I gave you last year? Hopefully you are keeping the box!

Most importantly, you were also there as my friend, I still remember the time when you were there when I broke down, too overly stressed over Chemistry paper...

Just wanna say again.. A million times..
THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!! WILL MISS YOU LOADS!

Seriously.. Ish, I suffered so much this week!

I shed so much tears.. Goodbye.. All the best ya~

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5B Farewell party~

Well, there wasn't any study today..
After all, it is Mesyuarat Agong.. Meaning, time to choose what curriculum you want to enter..

BORING!
My leg went completely numb after sitting on the road for 24/7..
Err.. teacher bragging.. Thank God my class was the first to pass the paper to respective clubs..
If not I will die from either boredom or numbness..

Btw, to cut the whole thing short, hehe, managed to get one post in the English Club..
I never enter that club for like, 4 years? Haha, form one I was..
And the crowd kinda increase a lot..
Glad that Sha is the president! Yeah, semangat! I was raising banners when the teachers were casting the votes..
GO GO GO! Those who know me, you know how I shout right. Haha.

My leg stucked when I was nominated as the secretary. Swt. Malu.
But I did not want that post actually, because I cannot write very well, Salveen is much better then me.. Gotta write minutes and stuff.. eww..
So she got it, but I cannot escape. I had to be the asst. Wth?
Good news is, WE ARE GOING TO CHOCOLATE FACTORY THIS YEAR!
YEAH!

I would prefer haagen daaz or baskin robins or any ice cream or clothes or cosmetics factory.
Hehe.. it is going to be a blast^^

I warn you.. this blog will be super long.. Wanna continue?




















I dare you.


























Fine.


Tadah~@! Haha.. Btw, thanks Abdullah, for buying the cake! Cream!




















Actually I am quite lazy to post all the photos..


















Wait for next blog la..





















Hehe..























=P











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FACE-my-Book.

Ish. Frienster sucks!

Upload 20 pics in 2 hours! No, worst then that! SOOO MANY PICS lag, upload failed.

~!@#$%^&*

Waste my time!

ATT: Anyone who wants the pic (Pn.Rodziah Farewell party)..

Can get some in my frienster.

Will, abolish it soon.

The full version will be at my facebook. (Opening Soon)

Again...

FRIENDSTER SUCKS!

---Sealed---

Let go.

Thank you so much, for being there, being so insanely sweet.

What had happened, it is the past. It is time to let go.

I did not realize what I had got myself into.

Bittersweet.

I will not make such a fuss over myself. It is time to change.

A resolution. I want to put God first, the utmost important thing.

I want to love Him so much that I can die. My breath, my life.

Lets go on, and do what is right.

I know I am doing the right thing. I am letting go.

The clock is ticking. No, not long enough.

Forgive. Yeah, I had done that.

God made me smile again.

Smile~!



Leave it to it now, don't utter a word.

Keep it until the right time comes.


I am surrendering, giving all to my God.

That won't, ever fail me. The God that will keep me strong.

My love, my life.

My fortress, my refuge.



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New?

Sigh, time passes so fast.. Gosh, cannot believe I am actually taking SPM now.. Haha, really, every night still I pray, that, I can just turn back time... I want holidays! I haven't got enough.. Sigh..
I heard that year end holidays would be even shorter.. 6 weeks only. Ahaha, oh well, by that time my old stinking school uniform, and books can be ripped and burnt into cinders.. Wahahaha! Cannot wait to do that!

Well, honestly, first day and rest of the school days were altogether BORING! Sigh, a whole bunch of gigih students were transferred into our class.. O.O And the sad thing is, Sha requested to shift, and ended up stucking in gigih. SOBS! Oh well, at first I thought she was joking.. but she really shifted. Sigh. Over the years, I had a friend sitting beside me. First, my bbf, then her. Now, no one. T.T. Thank God a new transferred student entered my class, if not, I would be all alone!

Gosh, I felt something amiss. I miss my friends all so dearly. My seniors, now the canteen is so quite. Err. Cannot believe I am the senior now. Any stupid questions had to be solved alone. Sad case. Err. It was pretty weird these few days, just so unlike form 5. Nostalgic. Seriously.. Sigh.

And most of all, I really missed Sha. Even though I knew I had a new friend beside me, but it is very difficult to regain that trust, and to develop all those things again.. Sigh, well, I believe if she choose to go there, both of us in a way would benefit too, cos we will talk less XD Honestly, I cannot concentrate with her beside me. I will laugh like mad, blabbering so loud until Chee Soon had to mentally clear things up XP. Really miss those days... but I think, it is more important to do the right thing, if she can cope with her studies in there, just go for it. Your studies is more important..

Sha, I will remember you in my prayers. Remember to keep your flame burning for God, He is the reason you survived last year. Haha.

Cheers, for a new year.

Above all things, God you shall be first.


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