New?

Sigh, time passes so fast.. Gosh, cannot believe I am actually taking SPM now.. Haha, really, every night still I pray, that, I can just turn back time... I want holidays! I haven't got enough.. Sigh..
I heard that year end holidays would be even shorter.. 6 weeks only. Ahaha, oh well, by that time my old stinking school uniform, and books can be ripped and burnt into cinders.. Wahahaha! Cannot wait to do that!

Well, honestly, first day and rest of the school days were altogether BORING! Sigh, a whole bunch of gigih students were transferred into our class.. O.O And the sad thing is, Sha requested to shift, and ended up stucking in gigih. SOBS! Oh well, at first I thought she was joking.. but she really shifted. Sigh. Over the years, I had a friend sitting beside me. First, my bbf, then her. Now, no one. T.T. Thank God a new transferred student entered my class, if not, I would be all alone!

Gosh, I felt something amiss. I miss my friends all so dearly. My seniors, now the canteen is so quite. Err. Cannot believe I am the senior now. Any stupid questions had to be solved alone. Sad case. Err. It was pretty weird these few days, just so unlike form 5. Nostalgic. Seriously.. Sigh.

And most of all, I really missed Sha. Even though I knew I had a new friend beside me, but it is very difficult to regain that trust, and to develop all those things again.. Sigh, well, I believe if she choose to go there, both of us in a way would benefit too, cos we will talk less XD Honestly, I cannot concentrate with her beside me. I will laugh like mad, blabbering so loud until Chee Soon had to mentally clear things up XP. Really miss those days... but I think, it is more important to do the right thing, if she can cope with her studies in there, just go for it. Your studies is more important..

Sha, I will remember you in my prayers. Remember to keep your flame burning for God, He is the reason you survived last year. Haha.

Cheers, for a new year.

Above all things, God you shall be first.


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