TeeHee, oh well, same old story.
Still very busy. And you know what, things cannot get even worst...
My CHEMISTRY TEACHER IS LEAAAVVIIINNGGGG!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Oh my gosh! Things just cannot get any worse.. Add maths teacher just left... Now Chemistry??!!
Dang... today a new add maths teacher came in... she teach like... SWT!
Don't know what was she talking in front, she is not even sure of what she is teaching..
My Chemistry even worst.. It used to be my Fav sub, I love it so much cos I had Pn.Norhayati..
Now she is leaving, stuck at Chap8 F4, Martin chem teacher sucks.
I really don't want to say that word. But just, it sucks!
I had been praying so hard..
Is this all I get??
It will be no surprise if I fail either of that subjects...
And now...
Grr.. T-h-e-o-ry...Sobs.. I just cannot get it write.. erase and rewrite.. erase and rewrite..
THANK GOD SHE NEVER SCOLD ME...
But, I spend 4 hour on this. One test paper. Believe it~!
Gotta chase after SPM and Theory.. theory also need to memorize.. Ugh...
And I kinda want to go for the 10 hours seminar in UM.
My Bm cacat la, I even passed up the form.
Mum just nodded, never say anything..
but the fees is..
rm109
My dad just said that he was afraid that I will use up all his money..
Have to use my own.. Sobs. I don't want to pressure him anymore.
That is why I need scholarship!!
Good thing is: I am getting better with my mum. I sent sms to her when I did anything wrong, And will tell her if she did anything^^
Sigh, But I had been distanced from God.. So sorry to say that.. I am sad...
I really prayed yesterday.. But I felt nothing..
I need that passion..
Seriously, I am really afraid if I really backslided..
The scariest part, is when you do, you don't realize it..
I don't want that!
Help! Help!
----Sealed-----
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