Oh, how I ever miss blogging. It never failed to unleash my inner thoughts, my deepest insights to the world. It feels good when you can express something, spilling them out, by mere alphabets! Sometimes when you are not in groove to tell someone how you feel in a particular situation, or time, try blogging, it really, really helps!
Even though when you blog, the blog won't talk to you, or the computer will, but, when people read it, it feels simply good! I cannot really describe it though, but it soothes your nerves somehow =p. And, it works really well with anger, you can get treatments for free! That is how I release mine. Poor keyboard ( gonna be crushed soon) ... Haha. Okay, done with all the crapping, let the drums roll....
Exams. It is one of the most dangerous, toughest missions ever. Live for it, or, die trying! Seriously! I was never smart, intelligent, but I always work hard to achieve something that I really, really, truly desire. Sometimes the need of doing those things really hurt. The process of achieving your wildest dreams, it takes lots, and lots, of courage. I always tend to lose hope... and worry a bit too much. Cry baby, sigh, what to do ( Where should I hide my face?) haha!
Well, my exam is not over yet. Sobs. Still got 2 long weeks... Sigh. Lucky thing the toughest paper has taken its toll already, I feel so relieved. Even though I know I screwed most of the part, but hey, what is God for? Chill la, final test only ( ah hem) but it does not mean that you can sleep in peace if you don't study! Haha. Very lazy now, I hit the bed straight after entering my bedroom. *yawns* It feels like my brain is migrating to mars. Lols
But still, even though I screwed both of my favorite subjects, I cannot kill myself just yet. Staring at the knife that is going to stab your internal organs, yuck, it is not only disgusting, but it is altogether painful. I rather die from diabetes then. Haha. I love to crap! Thank God there will be breaks in between, so I get to rest and sleep as long as I want. Haha!
Tomorrow doing maths and add maths with Brian again. Sighs. What to do, I don't have the time to do any of the exercises now. Most of them just vanished from my brain congested by too many scientific words... bla bla... Hopefully I can get a B for add maths ( When I hope for A, a C will come. Next time I would just go for an E), maths, the stupid trigonometry ( All. Science. Teacher. Crazy) part, and many stupid triangular parts. Argh. Crap! Well, again, thank you for "your" help, I don't feel like mentioning the name again, for your inner beauty and all... hahaha!
Thank you for pouring all your "precious" time on my anti-mathematics thoughts. For staying back till 4pm, and teach me again the next day till 1pm. I never seen anyone like that, something must be wrong with you! Haha. Pure kindness. It is a pure heart that matters right?
Haven't touched my piano for a long long time. I am so over the Prelude in G minor, even though I still love it, but what to do, it seems that the entire neighbourhood was hypnotize by its utter sparkling beauty ( which means, too boring) until Dhinesh can fall asleep, living just few houses away.. I want new songs! I want more Rachmaninoff! Chermaine! Please help mee!
I want a grand piano. I want to eat ice-cream. I want to Chill!
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6 comments:
yo, amanda here.
my exam is going to finish, yeah!
i could hear the holidays are calling out my name. well not here to rub it your face although is fun. anyway i am going to camp rock malaysia. yeah!
i am going to perform there.
Haha! Inner beauty and all? That's a rather marvelously funny joke :P
And please la, stop complimenting me with all the "pure kindness" and "pure heart" thing. You know it isn't true mah. No one has a pure heart in this world. No one :)
But in time, all of us will gain such a heart, through Him! w00t! Haha.
Anyhow, you said it yourself, put your trust in God and be strong in Him. Things will just fall into place: your results, your piano thingy, your probs, your frustration. All those stuff, God will make it for your own good. Trust, yeah?
"And we know that in ALL things, God works for the good of those who love Him who have been called according to His purpose." - Romans8:28
Showed you that verse before, didn't I? So be encouraged, yeah?
well i just love 'love stories'. i read a lot of them. so if you want to lend books from me. anyway see my new song is meant for you guys. okay?
love you, my friend
till the end.
hey gurl, do keep ur spirit going yea! am sure u can do it! =D
Chill chill,
exam will be over in awhile more
All the best =) , exam will be over soon !
Can't wait to go to your house to show you new songs..
and my perfected Prelude in G minor by Rachy ( rachmaninoff ) - i gave him this nickname xD
O h y a ,
I want new songs too ^^
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