OH MY GOSH!! AT LAST!! All the paper 2 and paper 3 crap all gone already... Yeah! And, I get a to rest for a whole week... but my stupid school want to prolong the exam date.. so I had no chance to play truant~ Argh.. Stupid!@#$%^ Haha, what a relief. Next two weeks will be all the circle circle questions. Easy job~
Well, the start of this week was really depressing. Honestly. I had never, ever in my life studied sooo hard, end up getting gastric every now and then. I screwed some papers. Chemistry, biology... My all time favorite subject was screwed... sigh. It took me some time to get over it, because, to me at that time, I spent more then 6 hours each to study. The time, the pressure.. I really could not believe that the stress could consume me still that crucial state. Sad, sad.
After the 5 days break, I managed to get up and study again. Bm screwed, I can't find my komsas book. The bina ayat part not even one I did, NOT EVEN ONE. What a waste, because the time was ahead of me. The ringkasan took so much time for me to do, all wasted. Sigh. I was really sad at that time, during the exam I almost, almost cried. I can feel how my bottom lip quivered, the salt that stung my eye. How sadness consumed my soul, engulfing my heart like it had never been before.
Done with all the drama? I am really trying my very best to beat the staircase to heaven ( A korean drama, damn sad). Never mind. Good news was, the subject I used to be weak in, suddenly I can do it out from the blue. No idea. I actually think Physics was easy. PHYSICS, How I despise that subject. It turns that the myth of hate-turns-into-love relationship really exists. Wow. Est was easy also, about having a balance diet. Compare two diets and choose the healthier one. Haha, this was the 1st time being able to answer and to write with scientific-ness. Ah hem, my teacher call this the IMPRESSION marking. 17 over 30, you end up getting only 10. Oh joy.
Thus, I never scored well in it, but this time, It might change ^^
Sejarah. Oh man, before going for the test I had a really, really weird dream. For just that 15 minutes, that dream struck me. If anyone of you can study and MEMORIZE ALL, as clear as day, you are NOT human. Trust me. Chapter 10 will kill you. I never even cover that chapter. Well, my dream was really eerie. I was in class, me and my friend slipped though physics or add maths paper, I was quite blur. Then suddenly, my sejarah teacher give me the add maths paper saying :" You are the worst in the class". 46/60. I was like.... no..... But 46 is not that bad right?
haha.
But then, it turns out that sejarah wasn't that bad. End up mathematics was hard like mad. Tangent me crazy! All the stupid decimal points! Add maths was really really really x10000
insane. Paper 2 was too oblique to decode, almost all impossible. Even my pro friend stated there:" crazy question". Haha! I was lost between mean and median formula. So, 10 marks, gone. Sigh.
I was really sad that day. But, a friend told me all about my worries. I actually wanted to put down the phone because my ear was burning, but after all, it was worth it! I manage to master differentiation, the dy/dx thing, so fun! And, I learnt so much from my friend ( you know yourself). Haha, god really listens to our predicaments, how much we suffer. He knows them all, praise the Lord!
I know I know, this blog is DAMN long right? Patience is a very important virtue. Hahaha! Still have lots more of stuff going on, to cut the whole story short, after I prayed and surrendered all my burdens unto HIM, I cannot stop smiling! My moral paper sucks, I don't care, I still laugh! But, Add maths paper 1 was really really easy! Wow, I actually thought I will fail, it seems to be a f(x) inverse. Haha. AMEN! God, You are Amazing. The word "amazing" would never define how great You are, my creator, savior, father, my Bestest friend. God, I really love you. Sooo Much!
I would die for you!
Laugh or spat at me if you want, but I don't care. He is all I have! Never be ashamed of him, ever. Haha, sigh, titanic has finished. All the soap operas. Yeah! Now, I really cannot wait to touch my piano, makeup, and Chermaine, P/S Please come to my house! Please! I want new songs!
Now, just wait you stupid exam, see how I would eat you like how I munch on a bar of sneakers!
----Sealed----
2 comments:
Lol... dramatic!! haha. Yes, patience is very important!!
Yes, He is the creater of all things, therefore nth is too herd for him. Just cast ur worries to him and tadah....Gau Dim
LoL, funny. The Grandiose Adventures of Claudia, huh?
Great to see that you've realised how faithful God is, and how good He is in all His awesome glory. Thank God, indeed, for helping you, and being with ya all the way, through rain and shine.
Also, now only your form 4 finals, and I'm rather confident that come SPM, you'd have fallen in love with all those subjects that you once despised and hated, and just strive in them all. You'll do just fine. Indeed.
Did I mention this? Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all these will given unto you. I think I did. Haha.. K, looking forward to your next "Adventures of Claudia" input.
P/s: It's stairway to heaven la. Not staircase to heaven. And I hate that show. Mum and sis used to hog the tv watching that useless drama. All crying. Ceh!
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