Unexpected events.

Okay, I guess I have a little confession to make here.
I really have a dream, which I always think it is unrealistic.

I love cosmetic so much,
And once I was deterred by a friend,
telling me that I was worshiping those stuff like idols,
And vain and dunno what lah.

I pondered on those thoughts too,
And I pray that I don't go astray due to cosmetics.
Sounds dumb lah.

And no matter how I shrug it off, it still seems to be there.
And no, I don't worship these things.
Please!

But I think it is very much like a passion.
Since young I loved these kind of things.
I remember rummaging and using my mum's make up stuff.
Got caught and she killed me.

And I really want to be a makeup artist.
Or even launch a cosmetic brand :)

But all these are still dreams...

Really want to pursue this but, I don't know.

Maybe I am scared to take the risk?

Yeah, that's that.

At least, this is one thing I am proud of.

The very one thing that I learn quicker than anything else! Scratch driving, maths, and studies.

I am not good at them :(

And I always think I am a slow learner, a pace slower than anyone else in class...

And I am always caught up with things few people will like.

I am always the odd one!!

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Finally, I have the courage to step in a high end cosmetic shop alone, and actually buying something!

Super happy! And this is a present I buy for myself, for struggling so much through SAM.

Sobs :(




No, not venomous collection.
But the eye shadow palette.
Brule and Concrete!




But I kind of regretted buying brule.
Because the colour is too light, and used much more as a highlight.
And it is like, a bit pointless because the colour is too shallow.
Almost like you cannot see anything.

The only reason why I bought is to purposely blend with my concrete.
Lols, the stupid salesman!
He did a demo on my eyes and it looked really nice.

But then again, for highlights you don't need to get a MAC.
I bet you can get it anywhere else.
Ugh, should have bought the black one :(

That is what happens if you don't review stuff before buying.

P/S: Don't fall into the salesman charms! And it is rm58 one palette so, think carefully before purchasing stuff like this.

Overall, concrete is really good. And I didn't have regrets buying it because it is highly pigmented. Thus, more concentrated.

It is really different using better brands than the cheaper ones.

Makes a really big difference.




Like, the cheap ones are usually very light, chalky and they don't stay so well.

And I think it is worth it to buy better ones because the quality is soo much better.



Frequently used stuff!

Skin 79 BB cream (Considering of using foundation in the future)
Etude house peach blusher
Eye putti (Can be used as both for double eye lids and eye lash glue)
Falsies **
Body shop tea tree concealer ( Got it for discount!)

And Maybelline gel liner, occasionally body shop matte lipstick.

P/S: Falsies are really important! Makes your eyes much more dramatic lols.