Meaningful.

When I was pondering on what I often blog about,
I feel that it is often random.
Random things are cool,
but sometimes I tend to think..

Are they meaningful?

There are many thoughts in my mind right now that I would like to share,

but all of them are in pieces.

Hmm #%%^&&.

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Lately, a thought struck me.

About friends, in particular.

I was sad and angry,

when I knew I have disconnected with some of them.

Used to be so close,

but distance is what made us far apart.

But later I knew,

everything has a purpose.

Sometimes, we are there for them for a short time,

for some it lasts forever.

Seriously,

friends that come and go,

Is it a bad thing?

Well I admit it is not easy to accept,

but as time passes,

God remembered me,

that everything is beautiful in its time.

When you feel disconnected, I think that is the hardest thing to accept. When you think you can connect with them because they used to be so close, but it is true, that for some reason we cannot connect so well anymore.

Like now, I am practically isolated from everyone, no longer in KL during weekdays.

Even for my family too, sometimes I feel disconnected.

But as I think and pray, I believe the word 'purpose' rings very true, each time everybody mention about - 'God has a purpose for everything'.

Sometimes we are meant to leave footprints, sometimes we are meant to embed them.

We are there to provide support sometimes, sometimes we are not needed to.

Because God uses different people to revolve around our lives.

So whenever you feel that you are disconnected with someone,

Do not feel disheartened.

Whenever you feel like to help that person,

But they are not willing to open up,

Do not feel that way too.

Sometimes, problems are meant to solve alone.

Because some problems are personal.

And, they grow from personal problems.

Once problems become personal -- you tend to take it very close to your heart.

And each experience you learn from it is precious and irreplaceable.

You hear God's voice the clearest,

when you are alone.

When there is only you,

And God alone.

When you think you are alone solving a problem,

You are not.

It is only the distance between you and God,

that makes you feel that God is not there.

But he is always there.

You need to shorten the distance between you and God,

and you will hear his voice,

Loud and clear.

Very deep huh this post.

Hopefully some will be impacted by this :)