Thankfully.

So many things happened this week.

I lost count of so, so many events that were flushing in and out this weekend!

Week after week, things are getting more and more tedious!

Well first off is my driving test.

It was sucky lah.

Looking at the way I described it, you know I fail already right.

Tell you the truth, even people always say :" aiya, driving test only".

But it you know deep down you still care, even though people always say not to.

I was devastated the entire day thinking of how bad I did, savouring failure just this once.

I felt so terrible that day, I literally cried when I knew how bad I did.

I almost pass bahagian B, but till the end three point turn I got too nervous or what I dunno la, the engine died ==

Then the examiner shoo me off the car!

After that, on the road, I did not even get to go on the road.

For those who have driving test in bangi, the initial track is a slope, then you have to turn right.

I dunno what got into me, the car died thrice! And the guy was kind enough to give me another chance to do it again. But it is kind of like a miracle, because I din give any rasuah also lol.

Sigh, when I manage to get over the slope, car was coming the other direction. He pressed on the break and say opps! Ok, keluar!

I was like ^%&*(. Almost cried in the car man! I never felt so horrible and ashamed in my entire life, failing in a driving test.

Well, I guess I know how it feels like to fail, or getting unsatisfied in what you always hoped for.

Which, I hope to pass and get it done ASAP, because SAM schedule is getting more and more hectic. Missing a day of lecture, is also missing out tasks, assignments, and all the crap.

Physics! My gosh, I am so lost now! Please somebody teach me ahhhh!

And I cannot believe chem teacher finished chromatography within an hour!

And I din come that day.

And I missed lecture all for nothing.

==

Sigh, now to take a resit is a problem, because my L license expired.

.........

I don't want to think about it already. Sigh..

I guess one of the reason why I failed, it is cos everything was decided too fast.

I had only 3 lessons, cramping one lesson up to 4 hours..

Exhausted, or maybe just cacat catching up driving skills. Ugh.

Well I guess I have to let this matter rest for now. I cannot sulk all day right.

Again, what is Jesus here for? :)

On a entire different note,

I didn't get not to sleep yesterday.

Supposed to, oops!

I guess I overtaxed my body, I was just too tired to operate.

Lol, my body was so hot, bones all shaking ady.

Haha, but I didn't manage to finish my summative physics report anyway.

Just only 70 % done.

After spending 7 hours doing one stupid physic report.

7 hours, 7 hours, 7 hours hours hours hours hours.

Ish this sounds so ridiculous! I never thought doing a physic report could take up so much of time.

I was forced to skip dinner, and meet up with my friends at 7.30, all the way till 2.30 you know!~

And this morning, 6 am woke up ( forcefully) to take a brief reference on maths!

Unfortunately, I did not manage to do 2 English essays.

One, a movie review on avatar, and a synthesis -- constructing aa argumentative essay!

Maths quiz today also.

Lol, I kinda got stuck at the last question... er...

In sum, just only 3 hours of sleep.

I dunno whether I should be proud that I manage to sustain thus far.

Hahahahaha!

I never tried so hard in life before, I never tried going on, praying that I will not stumble till I finish this course that spells hell.

Literally, SAM has a very beautiful face, but inside it has a very evil character.

Killing students with assignment, quiz and test.

And finally choking them with blood spilled all over the floor with the syllabus.

The finishing touch, chopping every inch of your body with 8 hours , sometimes 10 to 12 hours

of lecture.

Fortunately for some, they managed to escape, changing course to cambridge A-Levels already.

There are a total of 6 people that changed course. LOL!

I think the next intake is May 17 or 12, forgotten already ...

See what a big sin did SAM course did on the poor students aka (me)..

And Jessica, cass, erica ...

I guess I am in the midst of spilling blood already. How are you?

I think we can hold a conference of what the lectures torture us to do.

Hahahahaha. Lol, but anyway, instead of whining and bragging how busy and hectic my life could be..

I just want to thank God for bringing me thus far, and now, it is week 7 already.

Cass, Jess, Ca..

Let's just suffer so badly for this upcoming 7 months!

And for all college students ~

Press on, for God says,

Cast your cares on me, and I will be your confidence, and I will never let the righteous fall!

Fighting~