Fitting in.

I guess I suck at transitions.



Fitting in is a really big word.
Indecisive is always there. The moment you say you are coming in, the other you say you are out.
The day you feel everything will be alright, the next your hopes will go down, down, down.

It is true that I get to know so many people, there are good times as well but... I do feel a bit lost sometimes.
Albeit in cross roads, in a lost of what to do next.
Nice people, but i think at some point I have to get used of getting ignored. lol.

People will not give you attention, people will not care to tell you what to do next.
It is a lot about doing things alone, living alone...

So I guess people that are clingy to friends, this is a very shaky start. For me even, there are times I just want to break down and cry.

No more Shailini, no more yi xiu, no more shu teng, no more 5B.
Or even my past 2008 seniors, I miss you all like mad.
Now I know why they advised me to appreciate high school life.




Sigh, well so much for ranting.

Nobody bothers to read this crap anyways.