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Hmm. Just had the thought of this tiny winy flashback.
My heart sank so deep when I think about my f5 life.

Well, I anticipated so much from this year, when it was 2008 still.
Ish, getting emo d =(.
Who doesn't wish to have a blast at their last?
Regardless of what you may be.
A senior at primary, secondary, college or uni even.
It is saddening that my passion for high school has become something so ... nil.
It was so different the past few years.
I loved high school all this while..
I learned and experienced so many things while I am here...
Not just only God, but still, the friends .. Sigh..

And just recently, A guy from 5J just passed away from cancer.
Even though I don't know him but still. You cannot help yourself to feel a bit sorry right?
Hmm.
Everyday when I wake up, I feel so heavy.
I hate the feeling, when you need to overcome that wooziness every morning when you are forced to wake up every morning at 6am. Lol.

Sigh. Cannot help to feel sad actually.

Even though my class is noisy but still, it is not like how it was back in form 1.
Form 2 till 4. Was nice.
Form 3 super semangat to go school despite of all those annoying Saturdays. zzz.

But I have a feeling that I will regret later.
Haha, not appreciating what I have now.
So many people are complaining about college life =(
And also, NS.

Hmm. Well at least there is still a CF in school.
The only thing that could give me specks of hope.
Thank God for a CF still =)
If not it would be such a bore.
Hmm. The fire is just not there. Like it has been in void or something.

Habakkuk 3:17-18


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