Ecstatic~!

Well, today was unbelievable!


After having a wonderful night last night with my dad..






I













Actually













PASSED MY ADD MATHS !!

PASS, PASS ,PASS!


For those geniuses out there I am sure that you would be thinking , How hard is it for add maths? That tough?


But Unfortunately it wasn't for me. Lols, guess that maths is not in my genes. Lols.

Unlike Mah siew Ho, that does add maths every single day, and complete an exercise book within 3 days=.=

No wonder why he says almost every Q's he thinks that he did it somewhere.


DUH?


He even does the success reference book..

so many times..

until

he

feels

bored.


I sit beside him can die la.


Hmm, not happy after getting 76 for paper one. Crazy.






But I think this is so surreal to me, because I overcame the the feeling of failure.

All this while I didn't know how it feels like to fail, and to think that hope isn't there for the first time..

When ALL efforts are wasted, you would be thinking, is this what I deserve to get??



I think I know how it feels when people did badly in their SPM.

It sucks.

And much devastating then where I stand now, when I get the chance to start all over.


Sigh, when Abigail told me that she almost turn her back against God when she didn't get what she expect for SPM, I was kinda skeptical about it.

I didn't know how it feels, and I thought it will never happen to me...



But it did, and I gone through it.


I cried, I almost gave up...


But I am back again, because I knew it is part of God's purpose in my life to be even stronger!


I even get very discouraged with my close friends lately..

That I am the only passionate person, no one seems to be into what is happening lately.


Thank you beatrice =) I really owe you a lot for this !!



By the way, I am feeling ecstatic now! I just passed, with mere hope of even touching 30. Wow!

Thank you God, so much, words cannot express how I feel =)



When I wrote " I passed ^^" On the blackboard..

The whole class rejoiced!


Chee Soon jumped all around, banging tables and almost hit the blackboard when he passed xd

So funny! Those who got their papers annouced "passed" instead of "A's"



Like as if got 10A'1 for SPM.

whoa.

Should have recorded it instead XD


This thing made me so much stronger, and I am recharging my battery for the days yet to come! Bring it!


Muahaha.


And I got quite good for sejarah hehehe. Sometimes I don't even think I deserved it. Seriously, cos IT was really last minute.


















And, to beloved abigail, my dear sister..

Hopefully you will be reading this post..




Even though you will bid farewell to us, just this sunday, before we really had the chance to have a gathering in church.

Just really want to say, whatever it is, stay headstrong, and persevere all the way!!


Your uni results was unexpected, even though as far as JB..

But I will always remember you! And you will always be a part of our CG =)

Hearts &&

May you be the light to others, and spread God's ever amazing love!


Miss you loads sis ~~


toodles ^^