Frankly speaking, this long stretch of school holidays were really meaningful to me, apart of bizarre shopping sprees, endless chatting nights, and the sleep that you can have all day long ...
And also --- I experienced one of the most traumatic moments of my life, with faliure crushing down on me, with hurt and disappointment, that has altogether made my holidays even more precious then just mere, old, boring holidays...
And to Let it all go --facing school life once again, with the ticking of the clock --- inevitably we have to face school, and move on every single time of our lives regardless of how well it goes ... and to live it to its fullest =)
Before starting about my life, just really, and seriously, I want to thank GOD for making it all so surreal to me, with pain, hurt, disappointment that almost brought me down to level zero.
With this verse ,
Isaiah 55:8 -- For my thoughts are not your thoughts, for my ways are not your ways.
Consider it true joy when you are forced to face the worst days of your life,
because in God's eye, He knew that you are ready to move on to the next level, growing stronger from glory to glory.
=)
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Wow, so many events happened to me, I really don't know where to start!
Help, help!
Just went to Beatrice's house for our f5 cg gathering + sleepover yesterday ^^
It was so fun, yeah! Till a point I really want to turn back time and experience it all over again.
Zanne, Cass, Jess and Ginny were the few ones that reached there early, and when I was there almost all the cupcakes were prepared for baking..
All sorts of weird patterns were created by weird artists
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Not Long after that, Andrew and rest of the boys arrived..
As usual, Andrew would be the one offering help, darell and william were talking proceeded with Wen Qi's Lame joke.
After stirring the spagetti, where Ginny was the one doing most of it, the muffins were finally done!
Yum yum, nice right? Right? MOUTH WATERING RIGHT? RIGHT??
Haha, bear with my hyper mood for a while yeah ^^
Thanks to Beat's mum for preparing such good food, and all of them was sapu-ed by us. Lols,
Me and Zanne were really good kids and we washed all of the dirty plates and bla.
And Zanne was really slow at washing stuff.
And I my hand had rinkles because of her. Grr.
And Andrew said that the guys had no guts to wash plates! LOL
But I think they were quite good at it.
Just a little skeptical about disposing the bones =.=
Maybe cus we were a little "sampa" that we didn't knew that bones could be literally thrown in the basin. Cos her basin got a kinda special idunnowhat thing that could liquify the bones o.O.
It is like some sort of machine that could cut? the small bones into pieces. What am I talking? Bla whatever ..
Abby and her Darling was also there not long after almost everything were finished, including the very very tasty spagetti and chicken wings, at least they could still savour the delicious muffins and potongs (The long long ice cream that is very popular in Malaysia, in case you don't know what it is.)
Too bad Cherie have to attend some sort of wedding ceremony on that day. Sobs, pity,pity ..
Finally, we watched a inspirational movie, called facing the giants.
It was really nice, and encouraging, cos the situation faced by the people in it actually reflects to the problem I am facing now.
I can't believe I actually cried when that big guy crawled at the end zone instead of 50 yards.
I think the actor can be a motivational speaker or something. It was really good.
And the funniest part was the old man that raised his hands up each time his son was on the game. LOL. We even pose a group picture about that.
Unfortunately the photos are with Abby now. Have to bug her for the photos!
Then, we had a discussion time when all of us rant about our testimonies and great things that God had done for us.
Which randomly lead into out-of-topic discussions instead =.=
But when I shared about my emo experience, and how God delivered me through it, I was like, very sad in a sense. I couldn't take the flashbacks any longer, and I kinda like cried after that.
But after all of that, I felt so much better. I finally released that pain that haunted me for such a long time....
Thanks for hearing me out guys =)
And it was really touching about what Andrew had said about experiences. It is not a bad thing that we face problems, but, we actually grow stronger and more mature about encountering problems in the future.
And you will never know that someone will face the same problem you had faced in the past, with that, you can actually help them..
And he also said that God uses people around you, to encourage and help you in times of need.
Thank you zanne and beat for telling me to read the exact verse when I was lazy to read the bible. =.=
Hahaha, then after that Chermaine rants a lot about her hives thingy.
In Jakarta, about not eating veggies =.=
I think it was rather funny because she just rant the whole entire time and Andrew didn't have the oppucunity to say anything. Hahahahaha
I didn't believe when Zanne mentioned that she was really talkative.
I think I believe now, cos she was really talkative that night XD
Haha, and her testimony is that, after being really sick for 5 days, with hives and everything,
she thanked God that she got sick because she eats veggies now.
And rest more.
LOL, but it was really nice hearing her appreciating all those hard times with hives. I don't think I could even stand it for a day because it is really itchy!!
With that, I think, you don't need a dramatic experience to show that God is there for you. In all situations, he is always there =)
And we talked about a lot of interesting stuff. I don't think I can say everything here because I think my blog would actually burst. There were just too many things XD
And you don't want to see me all hyped up again because I would turn on my talkative mode that could be even worst then Chermaine XD
But I think I changed a lot after that long discussion. We talked and exchanged views about a lot of things that I didn't realize how important it is. To keep yourself away from earthly desires, and not to be too materialistic (Which I have this syndrome)
And kudos to Beat about her testimony, about a pastor that went through the experience of hell. It was really creepy, and I really cannot imagine if i had to see how the lost souls were threatened when they were in hell...ish...
We talked for three long hours and I don't think it would end if it wasn't because about the time.
It was 12am already. zzz.
No wonder we always don't have enough time during CG, and always the noisiest and the latest to go back.
=.=
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Not long after that the fun time begins ^^
Only me, ginny and zanne stayed back for sleepover at Beat's house.
I think it was rather crazy because we all were not sleepy at all and continue to have pillow talk all the way to 3am. I wonder how I would not run out of saliva =.=
The worst part is that we had make up at 1am. Lols, crazy right??
And Zanne finally put some on because she was becoming an outcast.. Lol.
I taught Beat some tricks, and she was cute when she wanted to learn how to makeup. And pretty serious about learning some tricks from me. LOL..
The tools =)
Camwhoring with zanne..
Fa qiao-ing with Beat..
Me and Darling..
I lurve this pic !! The sleepoverers =)
Where is Ginny? Kesian her la, did you notice that every pic her face was cut into half?
And I think the funnier part is that we remove stains on our eyes and 2.30am. 3.ooam Sleep.
zzz
Unfortunately, most of us woke up late, and we didn't manage to make up for church service. Instead we did it last night. zzzz.
And I almost dose off during service. Haha.
Kesian Gin and zanne cos they only manage to sleep for an hour. Lol.
And thanks to Abby for that cute mirror from Etude House!!
Wee..
I know this blog is super long..
But bare me for a little while because it is my
100th post!!!
Want some more??
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