It is just me?

Hmm.. it really had been some time...
Since I really got into this XD!

Btw, really feeling better now.. much much better..
Even though I am still in the process sustaining all situations..
Thank God I learned how to smile =)
Still not quite used to 2009 yet.. still finding the niche... still fitting in..
It is really not easy.. when flashback come emo d.
Haha, sometimes happy la... But I love last year still, even though it was the worst.
Everything had been a dream to me.. I really cannot make myself to realize..
I cannot accept the reality!

Frustrated..

Ish, I hated it.

I cannot believe I woke up at 7.30 and my mum forced me to go to school!
I cannot believe I have to line up everytime when I want to buy food.
I never line up before... now school system very strict...
Never bring book, never pass up bla bla, talk in class potong markah leh..
Cheh.
Now have to pin my hair. Cacat!


Tension. Really. This is madness!
I got 12 homework you know, crazy nia! Still gotta cope with piano theory exam..
Hopefully I won't fail.. I got a friend who took the exam twice. Failed again.
This is driving me crazy man.

But I am loving Rachy's piano concerto^^
At least that music can teman me when I am blue. Really wanted to learn that song..
Sobs... I want to learn Ravel's-- Jeux d'eau too... really nice song leh..
But I really have no time at all... for at least 2 months I never practice classical music for 2 months..
2 MONTHS! So sad.. I focused too much on theory ady.. My teacher nowadays never teach practical.


Really dilemma right now. Can't believe 2009 sucked.


ISH!



---Sealed----

This is boring!