Heck, why?

In utter darkness, desperately, I am trying to find some space for mere inspiration. A tingling sensation clicked though the subconscious, involuntary part of my brain. Dang, for mere centuries I had not been thinking like this. Struggling hard to find refuge in the midst of transgressions, iniquities and delinquencies, to find, light. Ah yes, light.


But again, no, not the society of light. No destiny, no fate. It is just, light. The light that shines so ever brightly, knocking hard at the door of my heart, asking for a place to stay. Firstly, I invited the light, but still, it just manage to find itself at one corner, while its presence barely make any difference.

As time pasts, when the light found its niche, it became closer to me. It literally transform me, in the way I could hardly describe. Slowly, the malice tends to fade away by itself. Even though not completely, the light continue to teach me new tricks. The knowledge of discernment, to know what is right and wrong. To make myself more like it, more like what? Duh, it is so obvious! Jesus!

He continued his responsibility in encouraging me through the spirit. His teachings, his logic, has made me more sensible to word, to the truth. Above all, he taught me the most important thing in my life. Is to love. Love your enemies like how you love yourself. It sucks. Seriously. Damning the fact for almost half of my life, willing to listen all of His word, but not this. Never this.

Life was though, coarse. Taking it the hard way, He haven't given up hope for me just yet. As he slowly shift himself closer to the core, I surrendered. He knew me inside out, all the while, having full dominance of my heart. As I learn to forgive, he showed me something in return. Grace.

Grace, grace, grace. What is so great about it? Still remember during Amanda's party I never say grace before I eat. Everyone was starting at me, I was like, what? Haha, as embarrassing as it was, I was forced to lead the prayer. Urgh. Nevermind.

Why am I so blessed? Not because I work and depend on my wages, it is not fair for me to get them when I receive them. Why? Because by the mere word, grace, God indeed has reveal many success in my life! Living my life with hope, by grace, I am able to love someone (not like romeo and Juliet), and to forgo all the past transgressions. Miracle, isn't it?

I prayed for my phone this morning. That my stupid computer would register to the usb link. I know it sounds stupid, call me shallow. But, by faith I really did believe. Last time, I use to say, Jesus, I believe... When I change the way I pray into, Jesus, by your grace, I believe... it really changes things. Not just by saying it, but by believing, by the comprehension of that word. When I did, pop, ting ting, yeah, it works. My computer responded.

Haha, God, indeed you are God. There is no better word for it. I know it is just small little things, that I almost thought that some part of my phone was busted, or either the computer. Slotting the usb cable for more then ten times. All ten times it failed. The phone switched off by itself. Like clockwork. Every time. Sigh, I don't want to abuse my phone anymore. This is the last phone my dad is gonna buy me. Sad.

I had indeed lost my interest of playing the computer. I still tend to play though, for the sake of blogging only. I hardly open any of my friendster or hotmail messages. Too bored to care. Instead, I found a deeper interest in knowing God more, read more books, and to use my time wisely. Means, I don't slack.

I never been like that before. I just did Add maths today. Wow. Seriously. *Gawking like a fool*

I barely wanna play msn already. Found it annoying sometimes.

Wanna know where I got the inspiration of "Grace" from? Bet some of you knew already *smirks*

TenX4.. drum rolls...
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Tadah~ Credit to ugh.. Ash.. ash what ah? Aiks, I want to use your more "informal" name. I like that name though, It is just I am a terrible speller, it could be Ashrin, asha, ash bla bla. In a way, I have my reasons to make it anonymous. Bwahaha. (Don't stone me, the uniqueness of it just momentarily make me forget your full name, that's all.) Tee hee.

Honestly, I think in my whole entire stupid life, this is the best book ever. Really, very meaningful to be exact, even though the first few pages let me thought of "lecture talk" again. Too difficult to understand. But hey, lucky thing it was only the 1st FEW PAGES. Muahaha. My english where got so bad? Tee hee.

Seriously, I recommend all of you to read this. It is better then twilight. (Yala, ash, don't perasan.) I don't mind borrowing you this book, you can photocopy it. Tee hee. Pirated, copyrighted peeps!

Currently addicted to it. Can finish it tomorrow. 3days. Why do I take a longer time reading this compared to new moon that is so damn thick?

I don't know =p

Philip Yancey, please don't sue me =P (Poser)

Yeah right.

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Woo~

First off, really really wanna thank GOD for his exuberant blessings on me~
You know, not being mushy, this Sunday's Cg outing meant a whole lot to me~
Surprisingly a lot of people could make it, those who were invited, really thank you all for joining..
Even though, I admit, I am a fan of twilight, but still, this movie could not be fun without the fellowship..
We are all the body in Christ, remember? Brother and sister in Christ, and in Unity! Woo!
I believe that fellowship plays a big role in the growth of achieving Christ-likeness. With the encouragement we have for one another, with faith, and God's grace, we will all stay strong even though our faith might wane at times =P.

And, really sorry James, for not inviting you, and for the other boys of course.
Don't get me wrong ya, it is not I hate you, but I was afraid that you all will think that twilight would be all the cheesy stuff, but hey, last night when I called you I think I was wrong. Haha.
Now sincerely I wanna ask:

ALL BOYS AND GIRLS CG 2008 PLEASE COME FOR OUTING THIS SUNDAY.


ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR DETAILS.


OR, SCROLL DOWN MY BLOG, OR ASK OTHER PEOPLE FOR MORE INFO.



Haha.. really really excited, from 8 people, I think now we have 12! Yeah! Yu-hoo..

To Robyn: Sure you don't want to go meh? Apparently Wen Qi can catch up with us, he is coming, James also. Tee hee.

Ginny: Darling, please confirm today. Even though you seen the movie on the launching date itself.

And, I think we don't have transport problem.

Cos Erica say her parents can fetch, and grace and drive, and Cherie oso. Haha.

God is really great.

Love Him loads, and will continue to love and miss and kiss Him more!

Insomnia~

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Oh boy!

Yeah! Super duper excited! Whoo~

TWILIGHT HAS FINALLY LAUNCHED IN MSIA''

I back your pardon?

Are you asking me will I be going?

NONSENSE!

I TOTALLY CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS SUNDAY!

Gonna stalk the cinemas with my CG members!

Wee~!

Haha, so much for being hyper..


To the fan club, please confirm your presence ASAP! Gonna book tickets tomorrow!


Dear beautiful viewers, just hope with me that it wouldn't rain. Because we will be walking to leisure mall.



Too bad Cherie's kancil could only stuff in 4 people. Sobs. 8 of us will be going I think.

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-Outdated-

This post should be blogged long long time ago...
And, I should have gone outing with my cg members last Sunday!
I heard they had loads of fun there~ Sobs...

It happens, that that day was my mum's actual birthday date...
So, going out to celebrate again.. Haha.. enjoyed myself pretty much..
Never got to take a lot of pictures though, but the place was really nice!

[FLASHBACK] 23Nov

My phone is so busted! Each time I slot in the usb link cable into my cpu, the thing keep popping up saying that USB not recognized, USB bla bla... And my phone tend to switch off by itself after I slot the thing inside. Dang, cannot upload a lot of pictures though.. and my camera is very old.
Err...

Went to this place! Never heard before? Haha, the food there is not that good, they earn bucks from their environmental layout. A very romantic, nice place though. Very heritage-like, not like any ordinary restaurants you have been into. Vintage, ah yes! It was built inside a bungalow..



One of the deco's there... Saw a lot of artistic paintings and such... Cannot believe Linkin park and Andy Lau actually been there before.. Wow.. Many autograph signed..




It was fun taking stupid pictures~ Even though it was pretty awkward since there were people dating just right beside of us. Haha.



Yummy.. Ox's tail soup! Haha, It is not gross, I think it is so much better eating its tail then any other part of the ox. Haha. Btw, they had nasi bryani also, rm46. My dad say the one he buys in Gombak is much more tastier. Omg, rm46! I would be having my KATE eyeshadow by now, seriously!

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Guess how much is it? Trust me, you won't wanna know. Blek. Haha..

After that, we went to Pavillion. My dad was so so so bad that he ditched me halfway while he PROMISED that he would be waiting outside the stall where I was busy looking for loose powder. Stupid.

End up ALMOST cried. He even ditched my mum. SOBS!

So much for my useless phone. No battery, no credit, nothing.

I actually plan on selling my phone at the moment. Wanna hail a taxi and head home while it was so late.

Taxi has lots of molesters you know. What if that taxi guy tends to *you know*. I don't want to appear on headlines in star newspaper or either any of the news.

I want to be a star. But not in THAT particular way. Er.

Finally, my dad scrolled back to the store. Dang! He talked to me as if he didn't do anything to me. So mean. I was complaining and he was like: What? Where got? Huh?. Yeah right, sweet talk.

I wanted the skin foundation from skin food so so so so so soX10000 much! Ugh! My dad PROMISED! At last he said, you want sunblock is it? Don't worry, my clinic got a lot. Ugh.
Just because that foundation was labeled as SPT 50++ doesn't mean it is SUNBLOCK!

I am not wearing bikini or neither tanning myself like a piece of dark smelly black coal okay. Ish. PL-EASE!

Ugh. At last, one hour of window shopping cost him rm8 for parking fee.

End up yapping in the car. Ahaha. Deserved it.

Next time you better get that skin foundation for me before you get caught by the traffic police!


Mum, I know, you look photogenic enough. No need to chun me during photoshoots. Bwahaha.

Still, Love ya~

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Ish!

Ish Ish Ish@! I am so, freakishly, annoyed about my stupid nails right now?!

Can you imagine I painted my nails for a whole HOUR already?

Damn annoyed! When I paint a stroke, the liquid seems to be so busted!

All together so sticky, so so.. frustrating! Damn, so sucky! (Sry bro, copyrighted from you XD)

I just bought the milky pink nail polish two weeks ago, now it is so sticky and hard and gross!

It is so so so hard to apply, and I cannot polish the perfect stroke! Damn cacat!

Even the glitter tends to coagulate so quickly.. so pissed off~

All money wasted.. Think I gotta buy more colours already! So unbearable to stare at my ugly dissected nails! As if ET had poured or some how pollute my beautiful nail polish with some freakish radioactive substances! Gotta sue it soon! Ugh!

Really want to buy OPI instead of elianto. Ugh, Elianto has a lot of variety, cheap, apparently looses its quality. If I am so so rich, I would be in the nail saloon now, booking myself a set of OPI nail polishes (1 bottle arnd rm60+).

Sobs... Should not cari pasal, end up removing my previous nail colour...

Now all ruined! I want to burn it! Ish!

Crash it, smash it, throw it, eat it, dump it, toss it, push it, dissect it (If possible), open it, and just just get rid of it!

Ugh! And I was super super crazy during piano class earlier...

I was laughing when I played the piano, saliva ALMOST dripped out! You know how gross right!
And unbearable and ashamed!

Teacher was there...

Entering the bathroom and laugh, as if gonna be interviewed as a candidate in hospital bahagia~

Ish, so sucky..

End up screwing my symphony ( I spent 24/7 on that song)... Teacher say I lazy.. Grrr!

I gonna hyperventilate soon, THEORY EXAM IS JUST 4 MONTHS AWAY!

Mummy.. help me...

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Random

Nothing much to blabber about today..

Since my stinking sore throat tend to get a hold out of me today..

Getting worst, and the nose block..

Ugh, I suffer the most during my sleep!

The cough start to become worst, I coughed the whole time during tuition! As if I am having bronchitis like that. So irritating...

Now, my dad stuffing cough mixture through my mouth, hate it, loathe it. So sucky! XD (My bro's slang)

Spent the whole day out, started f5 add maths. As usual, don't understand a thing. So boring. What Geometrical progression. Dunno what is A, R is. Ugh.

Curi makan tuition sweets ^^ At last kena tangkap! No place to hide my face...

And, went leisure mall, nothing interesting..

Mum gave rm20 all gone, cnt resist drinking the bubble tea. At last getting nausea. So sucky. Ugh. But they gave lots of the black black jelly. My sis untung, gotta let her drink. Sobs..

Popular rocks. Gotta see books for free. Why wait? Within an hour I reached chap 4 of twilight..

Haven't read twilight, plan to see the movie, and the book by this week.

Like mad.

Read new moon, eclipse. Love new moon more. Twilight series is not super nice, neither boring.

Lots of elaboration. Haha. But still, love it.

Went to watson's really crazy over majorlica majorca products. Damn chun.

Really, really, really, really wanna buy foundation and loose powder for christmas.

My dad din wanna buy 4 me, from skin food, rm54.90. Sobs. Economy crisis. Right.

Btw, not forgetting blue eyeshadow from KATE! I want it for YEARS already.. Too expensive!

I am a cosmetic fanatic+Lunatic.

Never get enough of all those things!

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Psst~!

Wee! Very excited..

Even though the clock is ticking till 1am already...

An adrenaline crush at this hour?

No no... I am so over those days...

Why? Why? What triggered my blogging cells?

Guess.. guess.. Tell you what, you will never guess right..

Cos I am not narrowing down the category one bit..




Hehe.. Who's birthday? No, Amanda's passed long long time ago...!

Bet most of you knew...


Tadah~ That's right! My mum.. Even though she is not sweet 16. Psst, who cares. She looks like one!



Lets allow the picture to do the talking...


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Cheese! This photo looks blur..

Apparently my stupid PC tends to alienate my phone's usb link.

STUPID!



Glad you love the card...


Phew, searched highs and lows for this.. Shouldn't call you at the 1st place! No surprise anymore.



Me and Mummy. Actually, I don't think I look like her at all. Do I? Apparently none of us in the family actually look alike. Except for my dad and sis that is.

Again...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! MUAKS!

JUST WANNA THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

LOVE YOU LOADS^^




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Attention!!

ALL CG GIRLS! (BOYS WHO ARE INTERESTED)

GOING TO SEE TWILIGHT AT 30TH NOV!

RIGHT AFTER SERVICE!

CONFIRM ASAP!!

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Pray hard that tickets are still available!

Cause launching date is a week away, and all fully booked!

God please help!!

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Wee!

Yeah! My aunty is finally Back!



Went out whole day~ Wanted to go Midvalley, wandered 3 rounds, Ugh, fed up. Don't want to go anymore. Plus, I think Midvalley is not very fun . Traffic Jam, and, the PARKING! Ish~ Think of it also makes me give up!

End up going 1 Utama! That place is huge, I bet is the largest shopping mall in Msia, Right? Haha. The new wing itself how big! Only manage to go there for 4 hours, because my aunty engrossed her budget. Scary. About rm500++ spent. Really scary. Thinking about money itself, drives me nuts!

Ugh, Headache now. Don't know what to wear for the upcoming dinner. I hate dinners!


Who else?

That is why I love it when she is here~ See how much she buys? FOOD




Honey lemon tea.. Very weird..



Apple crumble pie.. A grab at "delicious"!



Mum's birthday CARD~! But my dad say so small sure very cheap, rm2 it seems. My foot! So cute! Heartless!

Sobs.. there you go..

Heartbreaker.

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Yahoo~

Very happy today~

You know why?

1st. Beloved aunt is coming back from Ipoh to KL to visit me!

-She will cook nice food (Western)
-She will kiss me
-She will do madicure for me
-She is a piano teacher
-She loves kids
-She looks very pretty
-She slim down a lot!
-She will go hunting with me (Shopping)


SHE WILL BUY THINGS FOR ME!

That is the best part! Tee hee.


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Tadah! Wee~ Just saw this article!




Told you I will never, ever be wrong! See.. SEE? THE DATE? NOV 27!


Rejoice! Gotta see this with my cg members!


Cannot wait anymore! Driving me nuts!


Wanna hear me scream?


AHHHHHH!@#$%^#$%^&^?

Stupid. But on that day got to go to my stupid school to collect books!

Ugh. So much for loosing them earlier.

No! I want to see it on that day!

A true fan.

At 1pm. Wonderful. Psst!

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Gotta make reservations with the fan club!

Me, Chermaine, Erica, Amanda, Ginny, Cassandra, Arwyn, Suzzanne, Jessica,
Yi en, Abigail (Pls try, might arranged it after your SPTM), Cherie, beatrice (will force you even though you don't know what is happening)

And the BOYS who don't mind watching the girls drool, scream or hyperventilate during the movie are all welcomed ^^ (Bring ear plugs, haha)

Did I miss anyone? No hard feelings ya!

Gotta finish eclipse soon, if not, Ginny will hang me on a tree.

Worst, slit my throat open.

Darling, brutal!

Sobs...

Hope for more events coming up...

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Sunway trip~

Yeah... Finally! After a long discussion about the FMB outing, Thank God, we made an agreement. It is SUNWAY~ Yahoo, you hear me! Damn happy!

Really, truly want to thank God that me and my bbf (Pic) finally got the chance to meet up and have an outing together! Even though there were some, ah hem, problems during the outing, but still, it is the fellowship that matters right? Having the time to share with your love ones, isn't that wonderful? *Since her mother is super strict. Ugh.

Well, supposedly this should be a class trip, 4L, but not all people were acknowledged about this outing thing. Blessedly there were still places left, I stalked in after that! Bwahaha!




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Super lazy and tired the day before that ( Amanda's birthday). It was fun, and yet really tiring..
Whole day out since 1pm-10pm, after that sleep at 12am, woke up at 7am. Wow, my eyes were all red, ruining my day!

Reached school at 9am, the tour was super noisy *Got scolding by seniors who finished their tests...

Bus came at 9.45 ( super late, should be 9.00 am)..

Reached at 10.45, gathered, and meet up at 6 pm after that...

Too bad my bbf's boyfriend showed up, gotta make them date XD.

End up tagged by Shu Teng, Ugh, the ice-skating fanatic!

Due to her overwhelm response of ice-skating comment, gotta rush and mentally stalking entire Sunway more then twice, looking for my mum's present... Still got 5 hours more!! Dang!




Ish~ No free gift wrapping services at Parkson's, disappointing. Running up and down looking for something for my mum, everything is so Blink-ish, My mum doesn't like it.. sad.. End up finding myself at a gift shop, charging me rm3 for the ribbon, no service charge? Big.Fat.Liar!

Apperently ST just ditched me when I was watching *dreaming* at people ice-skating. Ugh, thanks a lot. Gotta be the spotlight in the middle of a dating process. So uncool.

End up sulking in front of them, the Bf have to leave. Sorry! Bwahaha.. No mood to spent for anymore stuff... Finally decided to grab something expensive! Yeah, so far, never ate anything considered class with friends unless with family.. Gotta save up for more make-ups!



An italian restaurant~


So many Mugs! Wonder what the boss will do if the mugs fall *smirks* Kena me they are all going to Die!



Want some? Cannot! It is mine!


Tadah~ Consumed my dream ice-cream. Haagen Daaz first!

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Window shopping for 10 hours straight! Phew, the guards there were plain useless! No sense of direction at all... Finally searching the whole place, the last 15mins forever 21 appeared. Dang!

Never bought anything. Ate a lot of things. Tee hee.

Grown fat. Gonna clash diet soon...

Really want to go with my fwens again.. Miss them loads...

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Btw: Lavshuca or Lavshuky better?

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Birthday bash~

Haha... Once again... SWEET 16~ Amanda! Yahoo...
I just wanted to "change" the style of my blogging method...
So bored looking at paragraphs, as if I am writing a journal or something..
Sigh, Hyper active these days.. hardly got any rest...

FLASHBACK (Nov 17)

Yeah! Finally! I got something to do... (Let's get straight to the point, lazy to write so long), sorry Beatrice I am always a troublemaker! No transport this la blaaa... And my mum was not doing any good. So cold. Sobs.

But still, really appreciated your help even though I ended up in Cassandra's car ( Mum scolding)
Again. Sigh, no wonder always high blood pressure!

Well, dad was really sweet! He did not want me to walk to Chermaine's house (10 mins), run(5mins), Fly ( 1 second). Haha, played some cool songs in her house (Love her piano), the texture of her piano is really soft, even though the tune of it was a bit weird. Haha. Prefer Yamaha more. But still, I really want a Wagner, Germany branded piano. Dream ahead.

Finally, at 4pm, Amanda's Mum tag us to her house, lucky thing petrol is free of charge ( I will never overcome the transport problem). Went to Bintang, buying stuff, while many other guests were lost or either waiting for the princess to come back. Lols. Where is Alam Damai?

And so, BBQ food is super nice compared to frying. Not just the minimized amount of oil, but it smelled really good. Haha, Joel is a good kid, surprisingly Grace can cook well. Mostly cg members were present that day, it was really cool, since last Sunday was our last CG gathering.. sobs...
Lurve my Leaders very much, hope we will stick throughout next year! God please help!

The games were really creative, I would say. Very fun! Haha, at least my group (Me, Ginny, Yi En, Jess, Justine and Robin) manage to win something. Messing up Robin's hair with 21 rubberbands and hairclips. Bwahahaha!



Haha.. Boys, ready for more torture?



Instruction: Suck out all the Marsh mellows out of the yogurt pool. Using your MOUTH. Ew, Gross.

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CG GIRLS 2008'




From left ( Bottom): Zanne, Erica, Me, Cher, Ginny (Darling), Jessica, Cass, Yi en.
Leaders: Beatrice and Cherie, erm, to know who are they apparently they are the ones who look older... Haha. Love CG 2008 loads! Miss them a lot, youth camp, here I come!


Last but not least...







Love the cake! Camp rock!

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Preview: Demo, stupid fashion show




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Sigh, damn tired...

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Lalala~

An Adrenaline crush occurred to me this morning.

*Yawns* My phone rang. At that particular moment, I thought it was my alarm clock! Lucky thing I did not shut it off straight! My bbf called me, telling me that ALL test papers were distributed. I was in a total shock, half scared of knowing it, another half excited? Ugh, ever since I dropped rock bottom in this test, I am allergic to test papers right now. Like, paranoid! *Grimaced* Yuck.

Sigh, that news really made me paranoid, an acidic knot forming in the process. Got ready, tried to wake my mum up, she seems to be, annoyed, in a way. Thank God she did not kill me!

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Results time! Stop... wait wait.. I stepped into the school ground looking for the "SPBT" room first, I was literally paranoid that the room was not opened. You know, cheap school. My mum would be pushing me off the cliff! I prayed really hard, thank GOD it was opened.

Hisyam was really kind. I called him last night, that his textbook was with me "literally". I had been very selfish at the moment.... I almost erase his name... But anyhow, I did lost my PSK textbook. Had to pay up. The teacher was really annoying, talking to the phone, blabbering nonsense at the same time. Just to return 1 stupid textbook, took me half an hour. Slow.

Cannot wait to take my super low results. Surprisingly my BM did better then I had expected. I still remember leaving the whole entire "bina ayat" section blank. And, I got only 20 for rumusan. Wow, total 68. I cannot believe it, I thought I will fail! Seriously...

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And, I really really, troubled my mum a whole bunch! After collecting the papers, lucky thing we went to abc! (Cos I haven't calculated my marks, hehe) Need to be super cautious. Never manage to gulp in anything, carrying and calculating my marks like a stupid. Eventually my epiglottis was stopping me from eating.

And, manage to pujuk my mum to go back to school ( You know how bad is my maths, I counted extra) Muahaha, GOD IS REALLY GOOD! She never scold me, never nag, never nothing. Wow. Miracle.

Manage to drop by again. So much for taking all my results, it took me almost an HOUR. Debating with teachers, eventually all of them were cold and insensitive. Sobs..

Will miss chemistry teacher a lot (Pn.Norhayati) a lot, it seems she will be leaving! Dang! She is the best chemistry teacher in the world. I will pray that she won't get to transfer! SPM next year, how can she abandon 4B like that, cruel!

And, I am going to SUNWAY with 4L! Almost 50 ppl will be going, lucky thing my friend had extra places, alas only one place left. Phew, God is GOOD! Again, how can I live without Him? Haha. Very excited, Not just hanging with my old friends, I don't need to wear the stupid apron uniform to school. Haha

Btw.. received something...
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Tadah~ My bbf just give me this cute little phone strap! Wee~ Love it, another belated birthday present. She wants to make this "personal" because we are best best friends! Yeah! Really, I want to get this for her also, but then, she got it for me already. I wanted something like this a long long time! I bet it would be very expensive. Because 1 alphabet is rm4 I think, There were 7 of them, and 1 elephant at the end. Wow.

Even though it was spelled as"Lashuky", but still, I love it. A lot. Correction, it is Lavshuca. Haha.

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Another wishlish for christmas:

Pray hard that I would get AT LEAST 5A's
*Biology, Chemistry. Not sure yet, I am getting paranoid!
Really hope I will remain in 4B, Sha also.

And...

THANK GOD I DID NOT FAIL ADD MATHS!

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Blabbering is so fun~

Phew~ Finally! Holidays! Yeah, get to rest for a bit~ Surprisingly, this holiday is not as worst as I thought! Haha... even though I am typically out of money. Sigh, but rejoice! Cannot wait for cg outing, TWILIGHT movie, baptism, CHRISTMAS, mum's birthday ( What should I get for her?), meet my seniors~ Wee!

Just went to sg wang with mummy yesterday.. It was quite fun, looking on girlie stuff, clothes, etc etc, literally covering the whole coverage. 4 hours of non-stop shopping! Wee!

Ahaha, by GOD'S grace, my mum bought a shirt for me, without asking . Wow, it is not very costly, but still I hardly have any clothes in my wardrobe... To find the perfect fit is quite difficult for me.. sobs.. Sad, really wanna take a shot with my mum, she looks very, very young ( Don't be jealous) Haha!

And also.. grabbing 2 bottles of nail polish! The salesgirl was very kind, applying all the testers as if I am grabbing all of em' hehe.. I got up to 9 bottles in my collection, if not mistaken (started this year)... I will never stay rich~


It is not that I am blind, duh, my maths is not THAT bad. 8 bottles, the extra 1 is not included because different brand.. haha.. choosy! I love glitters, and, applying lots and lots of layers on top of it! I love it when my nails are full, thick filled with extravagant colours! Nail services anyone? 1 stroke rm10000000. Hehe.

Gonna finish eclipse soon, if not Ginny is going to kill me. Trying to finish up as fast as possible! Wanna buy new books, bored with old ones.. sobs.. Quite interested in "Bad boys are good for girls". Haha, stupid book, I know.

And, oh my gosh! Majorlica majorca (cosmetic brand under kanebo) is having sales! Yippie! The mascara (black,waterproof) is only rm39 (rm45), save save save! But, I cannot have it..... sobs...... NOOO! No money, no talk... I want to beg the salesgirl in watson's to give me a free sample! sobs...

Cannot find my PSK and MATHS textbook, more $$$ gone...

And urgh, my mum bought a new dress. For who? Haha, I won't answer. I think it is far too simple, and not nice, actually.. (ugly?) Haha!


Comment comment! Girls and guys and those who are in between!
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Wishlist for christmas:

Using my savings,to bless, and to give for those who are in need^^
Happy family ( go out everyday)
Dad owns DiGi company, grab all the topups! ( I finish rm30 in just 2 days)
Breaking dawn ( I so want the hard cover)
Mascara (stated above)
A wardrobe makeover
More money so I can spent all of it
Outing with seniors, friends, all of them^^
And, no presents from xxx, cos by faith God will give it to me!
Exchange gifts, but not receiving them only..
With all cg frens, my bbf* (FYI: My best friend), hopefully her mum will let her out~


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So much for blabbering huh? Told you it would be fun!

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Ta-ta~ part 2

As promised.. MORE PICTURES!
Salveen and me~ She looks so pretty^^


Me + Dayana~

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Will miss my seniors a lot.. SOBS!

p/s: All the best for SPM! God will always be with you! Cheers! ^^

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Ta-ta~

Sobs. Today is the last day of school... sigh... I really miss my friends... Lucky thing I am not form 5 yet, if not I will cry like mad! I can imagine 11 months from now, after my last day of school, how I wave my hands giving them blessed wishes after we parted our ways...

Anyway, I think I am having a drama lesson here. Prepare how to be stone cold during the last day of school in year 2009! haha! But still, we have to face it right? However, I think I will miss my seniors a lot, too bad we only get to know each other for the past few months.. I miss them a lot~As they say, you won't appreciate what is closest to you until it leaves you... So true T.T

Nway, back to my "monkey business" mode, I managed to take some pictures. Keke

As usual~ Too busy reading the 3rd series now!

Ahaha! Please don't be mad at me if you manage to see this!

So much for playing chess! Meditation!




Me & Sha~ Besties for life ^^

Me+Sha+Aisha~ Bye Aisha, see you around!

Edward ( Not from twilight ) And Wei Jie playing chess, again.. Sigh, till when they won't bored?

Fuyoh~ Chun me laa! 2- in-1! Geng, hopefully you will be better then soon seen? How to spell ah. erm, soon san, soon sen, soon saan. Sorry oh, I cannot spell your name! Swt, Gambateh!



More pictures yet to come... ^^