Wild

Whoa! Guess what! I get another day off! Yipee! It is like a week off instead of 3 days only! I get to sleep like a pig and chill like Britney Spears ( not as worst, you know, shaving bald)! It is so fun doing nothing... How I just wish that my holidays could last forever... and to cherish my Cinderella moment as much... sobs.. I am afraid that this will end quite soon..

Today, tired very, incredibly hard to take my Biology book and read. After 30 minutes, my hyper active hormone started to stuck my nervous system. Run here run there ( as usual), sleep again, play the piano, doing nothing, spacing out, bla bla bla... After that, time for tuition! Loads of formulas to remember (since my teacher say it is a fresh start to learn form 5 crap). Showed my so call "detestable" add maths paper 2 questions, found out that the answers were really easy! Well, nothing much was learned since the tutor spent almost HALF of the time for lecture (Add maths is a piece of cake bla bla bla...) Sigh, I regretted showing him the paper.. sobs..

Managed to grab the latest issue of seventeen Magazine at MPH today... This issue seems to be quite interesting... more about friendship besides of all the lovesick stuff... err... Haha, no offense!

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As promised, a sneak peak at my "retarded" piece of work:




This is Prelude in G minor, like I always said, it is one of the toughest songs I had ever learned!
Rachmaninoff Rocks! It never fails to make Dhinesh sleep... he can even sing the song, imagine! Just living a few houses away.. sigh..

Compare mine and Chermaine's... I am no match for her.. she is such a pro! Go check it out at her "blogsite"... You can hear the big difference... The full version will soon be posted ( I am very bad at keeping promises) don't count on it!

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Another expose to one of my grade 8 piece...




It seems that I am catching a plane or something! Now I only realize I was how fast in that song!
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On a entirely different note, I am going for baptism classes soon! Pray hard that I can make it for the lessons apart from my mom's crazy schedule...

And, youth camp! By faith, money is not a problem! GO GO GO!

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Hmm...

Yeah! Yesterday managed to pujuk my mother to allow me to ponteng school for today~ Seriously speaking, I don't feel like going to school for this entire week.. Because the exams were forced to postpone on a later date, and this whole week I am free! Yeah! No class also, what a waste~

Guess what, I never studied at all. Next week still exam but I hardly bother about it already. Objective only, so, I bet almost all of my friends went back to their hometown and chill for Deepavali (as if). Sigh, I can't sit and study, I need to walk here and there, exercise? Yeah, keep fit.Went for shopping the day before yesterday ( tuesday). Sigh, never took any pictures, so sad, I don't even have the mood to blog it up...


Well, the shopping trip was considered, fun? There were quite some problems at the start, by gathering the whole entire group of people, and, deciding where to eat since the movie will start at 1.45pm... Sigh. It was quite complicating, we got to the wrong floor, food were not allowed, run here run there.. It sounds more like amazing race to me. What is the prize? 100000$, literally.
Well, courtesy of Ashwin for his plans, he chose HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! Can you believe it? He actually chose that movie. The only thing I love about that movie is their outfits, and, makeup? So unfair, the cast get to have branded stuff for free~ How I wish I could grab Sharpay's Chanel bag... sobs..

And, at last, to cut the whole long story short, I spent rm60. Half of it goes for food, and another half, I spent on...

drum roll please
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Haha! I manage to get a brand new curler, and some kind of glitter eyeliner. Make no mistake, I wanted to get'em for almost a year, I thought real hard before I splurge on it. Ah hem, I am not rich!

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Yesterday ( Wednesday)

After much afford of annoying her, finally, Chermaine managed to drop by! Thanks a lot for borrowing me new songs, I didn't notice that an orchestra piece needed 40 pages. Crazy, How am I going to memorize them? The prelude in G minor took almost a month for me to memorize... Sobs..

From 5.00-10.00pm. Wow, as if she was here to give me some intensive piano exercises. We really enjoyed ourselves. Besides playing the piano, we managed to swap some cool pieces, and record some foolish videos.

Will post the video soon... after I manage to overcome the problem of uploading them.. Sigh..
Quality is not very good either...


Moody..

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Tribute!

Exasperated. Drops of sweat dripped helplessly due to the involuntary act of perspiration, the source of light could barely register. The claws of dream and illusion, manipulates his insights persistently, twisting every edge of his soul far beyond its reach, inside out, forming an acidic knot in the middle. The endless pit that bridged through his soul has never failed to trigger a familiar feeling. What could suffice the need of having a getaway? Senseless. Yes, that is the answer.

Senseless to any mortal that revolves around him.

Senseless to any possible impulse.

Senseless from any raging emotions.

Hard. Cold.

Hints of Gold flickered through his ever glowing amber eyes.

Battousai.

( This is a tribute to my favorite anime character, Himura Kenshin. Apart from the "rurouni"
I prefer the evil side of him. Battousai. So cool! I love it when he fought with Saitou. My all time favorite childhood anime. P/S: Seriously, this is just random-ness. Not the emo emo thing. Lols)

Breathe

Sigh~ How I wish I could live in a life like this. Without the need to worry, to think, to talk... Just sit there, and space out. Living in the world of your own fantasy, creating every fragment of your very soul, mending them together, like how you always, truly wanted... Craving for freedom, the need to break free.. is unfathomable...

Sigh, drama is way out of time. Now, I am entering a whole different dimension with William Shakespeare... Haha! To summarize all the nonsense stated above, I am "partially" free! Yeah! I will get the full force of "freedom" in just two more weeks. Kyah! Ka-me-ha-me-ha (Dragon ball) Muahaha. The reason why I am just "partial" is because the exams are not released at full force yet, F=ma. Haih, done with all the conserved energy? Exams, I am not afraid of you anymore!

Yesterday, was bored. It is actually fun doing nothing, and I slept a whole lot yesterday. I think, more then 10 hours? I ate a lot also, munching a whole box of pizza! Yummy! This is what I always wanted, to be myself again, to grasp everything under my control. Phew, my eye soar so much yesterday, courtesy of youtube. Anime , anime, anime! I can't wait to see more of bleach ( even though the fillers are so quite annoying) , fanfictions ( save money), manga, bla.. bla... I need more recommendation, please Suzanne! You are always my hero, saving me from the abyss falling helplessly into the world of eternal boredom. I want to watch new anime!

Finally, I can grab a bunch of new songs! My teacher is lending me her beethoven's symphony! Wow, I love hard songs. It seems that it has many complex chords in it, since it is originally a script for the orchestra. Imagine how many musical instruments they have to cramp into one song! I cannot wait!
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Tadah! Guess what is under my so call"possession" now? ECLIPSE! I had waited for a zillion years to read it! For the sake of the stupid exam! Haha! Special thanks to Abigail, for not charging me any rental payments. Haha, I love the series a lot, I hope I can complete the entire twilight saga as fast as possible. So sad, I haven't get a glimpse of twilight yet.. sobs. Cacat right? However, I will threaten my dad to get me one. Sigh, but still, the launching of the brand new twilight movie won't be here not till March 2009... I hope it is just a rumour, a great deal of despair. I don't think I could wait any longer, I will get the pirated dvd and conduct a sleepover with my friends. Muahaha.

And.... drum roll please..
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TEN X 4! Wow, my belated birthday presents! They are finally here! Yeah! I know, it was so so so long overdue! But still, even though it is just a small sum of it, but I would really want to upload it here. To thank them, for spending the time, money, and energy for giving me this awesomeness, even though my birthday passed a long time ago, they were still willing to give me. So touching, sobs... haha, more drama right?

Abigail : The bag is so fashionista like. I have a wide range of acceptance, don't worry! I am willing to be adventurous, but not too, you know, blink? Haha! I love it, I never had a leather bag before, and, it could be used anytime. I can't wait to flaunt it, people, watch out, for I will be the envy! Muahahaha!

Suzanne: The pochacco thing is so so cute! I had never seen anything like it before, especially on how it changes its colour. Too bad my camera has a bad resolution, cannot adapt itself unto colour changes. Sigh. So cute, I love it!

Sigh, last but not least, Brian. You are so so stupid you know? I was just blabbering about haagen daaz, and, you get a tub for me. You are unbelievable. For all the afford, begging me to stay back, going all the way home and get that tub of ice cream for me. Haih, sorry for ditching you earlier, I felt pretty bad. Anyway, sincerely, I enjoyed the ice-cream. For how many years I had been craving for this. Thank you for making it a reality for me, it means a whole lot! Best friends right? Anyone who devour a slight drop of it, will be gone by now. So, don't worry.

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Hyper-Hyper!!

OH MY GOSH!! AT LAST!! All the paper 2 and paper 3 crap all gone already... Yeah! And, I get a to rest for a whole week... but my stupid school want to prolong the exam date.. so I had no chance to play truant~ Argh.. Stupid!@#$%^ Haha, what a relief. Next two weeks will be all the circle circle questions. Easy job~

Well, the start of this week was really depressing. Honestly. I had never, ever in my life studied sooo hard, end up getting gastric every now and then. I screwed some papers. Chemistry, biology... My all time favorite subject was screwed... sigh. It took me some time to get over it, because, to me at that time, I spent more then 6 hours each to study. The time, the pressure.. I really could not believe that the stress could consume me still that crucial state. Sad, sad.

After the 5 days break, I managed to get up and study again. Bm screwed, I can't find my komsas book. The bina ayat part not even one I did, NOT EVEN ONE. What a waste, because the time was ahead of me. The ringkasan took so much time for me to do, all wasted. Sigh. I was really sad at that time, during the exam I almost, almost cried. I can feel how my bottom lip quivered, the salt that stung my eye. How sadness consumed my soul, engulfing my heart like it had never been before.

Done with all the drama? I am really trying my very best to beat the staircase to heaven ( A korean drama, damn sad). Never mind. Good news was, the subject I used to be weak in, suddenly I can do it out from the blue. No idea. I actually think Physics was easy. PHYSICS, How I despise that subject. It turns that the myth of hate-turns-into-love relationship really exists. Wow. Est was easy also, about having a balance diet. Compare two diets and choose the healthier one. Haha, this was the 1st time being able to answer and to write with scientific-ness. Ah hem, my teacher call this the IMPRESSION marking. 17 over 30, you end up getting only 10. Oh joy.
Thus, I never scored well in it, but this time, It might change ^^

Sejarah. Oh man, before going for the test I had a really, really weird dream. For just that 15 minutes, that dream struck me. If anyone of you can study and MEMORIZE ALL, as clear as day, you are NOT human. Trust me. Chapter 10 will kill you. I never even cover that chapter. Well, my dream was really eerie. I was in class, me and my friend slipped though physics or add maths paper, I was quite blur. Then suddenly, my sejarah teacher give me the add maths paper saying :" You are the worst in the class". 46/60. I was like.... no..... But 46 is not that bad right?
haha.

But then, it turns out that sejarah wasn't that bad. End up mathematics was hard like mad. Tangent me crazy! All the stupid decimal points! Add maths was really really really x10000
insane. Paper 2 was too oblique to decode, almost all impossible. Even my pro friend stated there:" crazy question". Haha! I was lost between mean and median formula. So, 10 marks, gone. Sigh.

I was really sad that day. But, a friend told me all about my worries. I actually wanted to put down the phone because my ear was burning, but after all, it was worth it! I manage to master differentiation, the dy/dx thing, so fun! And, I learnt so much from my friend ( you know yourself). Haha, god really listens to our predicaments, how much we suffer. He knows them all, praise the Lord!

I know I know, this blog is DAMN long right? Patience is a very important virtue. Hahaha! Still have lots more of stuff going on, to cut the whole story short, after I prayed and surrendered all my burdens unto HIM, I cannot stop smiling! My moral paper sucks, I don't care, I still laugh! But, Add maths paper 1 was really really easy! Wow, I actually thought I will fail, it seems to be a f(x) inverse. Haha. AMEN! God, You are Amazing. The word "amazing" would never define how great You are, my creator, savior, father, my Bestest friend. God, I really love you. Sooo Much!
I would die for you!

Laugh or spat at me if you want, but I don't care. He is all I have! Never be ashamed of him, ever. Haha, sigh, titanic has finished. All the soap operas. Yeah! Now, I really cannot wait to touch my piano, makeup, and Chermaine, P/S Please come to my house! Please! I want new songs!

Now, just wait you stupid exam, see how I would eat you like how I munch on a bar of sneakers!

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Stuck up

Oh, how I ever miss blogging. It never failed to unleash my inner thoughts, my deepest insights to the world. It feels good when you can express something, spilling them out, by mere alphabets! Sometimes when you are not in groove to tell someone how you feel in a particular situation, or time, try blogging, it really, really helps!

Even though when you blog, the blog won't talk to you, or the computer will, but, when people read it, it feels simply good! I cannot really describe it though, but it soothes your nerves somehow =p. And, it works really well with anger, you can get treatments for free! That is how I release mine. Poor keyboard ( gonna be crushed soon) ... Haha. Okay, done with all the crapping, let the drums roll....

Exams. It is one of the most dangerous, toughest missions ever. Live for it, or, die trying! Seriously! I was never smart, intelligent, but I always work hard to achieve something that I really, really, truly desire. Sometimes the need of doing those things really hurt. The process of achieving your wildest dreams, it takes lots, and lots, of courage. I always tend to lose hope... and worry a bit too much. Cry baby, sigh, what to do ( Where should I hide my face?) haha!

Well, my exam is not over yet. Sobs. Still got 2 long weeks... Sigh. Lucky thing the toughest paper has taken its toll already, I feel so relieved. Even though I know I screwed most of the part, but hey, what is God for? Chill la, final test only ( ah hem) but it does not mean that you can sleep in peace if you don't study! Haha. Very lazy now, I hit the bed straight after entering my bedroom. *yawns* It feels like my brain is migrating to mars. Lols

But still, even though I screwed both of my favorite subjects, I cannot kill myself just yet. Staring at the knife that is going to stab your internal organs, yuck, it is not only disgusting, but it is altogether painful. I rather die from diabetes then. Haha. I love to crap! Thank God there will be breaks in between, so I get to rest and sleep as long as I want. Haha!

Tomorrow doing maths and add maths with Brian again. Sighs. What to do, I don't have the time to do any of the exercises now. Most of them just vanished from my brain congested by too many scientific words... bla bla... Hopefully I can get a B for add maths ( When I hope for A, a C will come. Next time I would just go for an E), maths, the stupid trigonometry ( All. Science. Teacher. Crazy) part, and many stupid triangular parts. Argh. Crap! Well, again, thank you for "your" help, I don't feel like mentioning the name again, for your inner beauty and all... hahaha!

Thank you for pouring all your "precious" time on my anti-mathematics thoughts. For staying back till 4pm, and teach me again the next day till 1pm. I never seen anyone like that, something must be wrong with you! Haha. Pure kindness. It is a pure heart that matters right?

Haven't touched my piano for a long long time. I am so over the Prelude in G minor, even though I still love it, but what to do, it seems that the entire neighbourhood was hypnotize by its utter sparkling beauty ( which means, too boring) until Dhinesh can fall asleep, living just few houses away.. I want new songs! I want more Rachmaninoff! Chermaine! Please help mee!

I want a grand piano. I want to eat ice-cream. I want to Chill!

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Melancholy ...

Sigh... Ah great. Life couldn't be any better now. I had never in my life felt like this... I guess this might be my most depressing blog ever... sobs...

God, is not that I don't have faith in you, it is not that I don't believe... But, I am very tired.. Studies had consumed me, I had never studied so hard in my life before... I just cannot take it..

Physics! The sight of this 6 letter word had never failed to drive me insane! !@#$^% I read, okay, I don't mind reading.. But why I cannot just calculate a sum or just understand the question whenever I do it?? I don't understand! When I read, I could, when I do the questions, I can't...
What is wrong with me? !@#$%

Sigh, I feel better when I understand what I am reading... I guess God is testing me real hard! How I hope I can just... just believe in You, and have no doubt in any success that I can achieve.. But, exasperatedly, I need to try harder... I am tired of sighing already! I guess after this 2 days of intensive, deathly study plan, I had to give it to God, I can't do this alone! Just surrender to him, I am sick of worrying...

Whoa. I am actually gawking at the fact that I can study 6 hours of physics non-stop. I am not hardworking, at all, not until the extend, that I can study the subject that I hate the most for soo long! If it is chemistry or biology, I would be flying by now. Add maths and maths at least got help, But this.. this stupid parasite so called "PHYSICS" had landed on earth! Oh man, let me tell you, this is worst then HIV or Diabetes ( since I love sweet stuff soo much, I will have a paranoid feeling towards diabetes... you know... leeches and worms popping out from your leg with full of holes.. the smell would be how unbearable! Not only that, staring at the hammer that has to chop your leg off, it is just so disgusting!) What does the so call "science" subject plan to maim and destroy this peaceful, small little world? Can't you just see how happy am I without YOUR presence? Oh man, I am utterly speechless about this weird being. It will be one of the reasons of my death one day. Trust me.

Tomorrow will be another day of studying. Today is atomic bomb, guess what is going to happen tomorrow? Study group, oh golly. I had to experience this pain of loosing my hands and legs... sobs... What should I do? Go for study group? Or, go to church? Actually I really, really want to go for service, but my mum will have another meeting till 4pm 2moro.. Sobs... Oh Lord, what should I do?

I know that this is just the start of my life... studies.. is nothing compared any other problems that is going to happen in the future. God, please, give me a good night rest tonight. When I pray, I want to see You, not anything else. God, I know I can do this, I need to overcome this fear! I had to! If not I had to face diabetes in my dreams! NOOOO!!

Sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh, and another sigh. What can I say? I am dead tired now! Manage to cope till 12am. Normally saturday I would be onlining like mad. Now, I have to restrict it until 2 hrs, sometimes only half.

After this mess, I will be in Japan!

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Drop dead!

OH MY GOD! Finally! I had the time to update. It felt like time had passed a zillion years! Everyday for me is just studies... more books... the smell of books... Ugh!How I wish I could die in my sleep! I even dreamt about BOOKS in my dream! God, if you want to kill me, do it NOW! So I can rest in peace....

Sigh... Well, I don't really update unless that something worth blogging has happened ^^ To summarize the whole longgg story short, my exam is just next week. Not next week, it is... 3 MORE DAYS! Oh crap! sobs sobs.... The worst and the bogus is just on monday, physics! God, kill me now, do it now!~ Ahhh.. Paper 3 is attacking me with atomic bombs, plus, another combo, paper 2 is also happening on that day! What are they planning to do? Chop my hands and legs off? Crap!

I am really, really, short of time. And I haven't really studied during the raya holidays either... So, the only solution is to force myself to study as much as possible. Here is a brief look at my timetable:


Monday -- Back from school at 1pm
Do " private stuffs" till 4pm... hehe
Studied from 5-11pm. ( Chemistry 3 hours, maths 2 hours, the rest of it I spaced out)

Tuesday -- Chemistry and maths + add maths on that day. Same time.

Wednesday -- Haha. This is funny. Biology from 5-1am whole day.

Thursday -- Lazy a bit. But still studying biology. Thank god I am done with respiration!

Friday -- I am on it! I spent A LOT of my time studying add maths in school.

This is my crazy schedule for this whole entire week. Sigh. I have to do it for A MONTH!

But still, I know I would not be able to study sooo hard without God! Even though I know I cannot finish everything within this period of time, but prayer really helps! HIS continuous support in my life, ministering me with his word and visions... Had really aid me a lot in this stress. I am vulnerable without HIM, seriously...

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On a entirely different note, I would like to thank Brian! Hehe! I know this sounds very weird and cheesy, but hey, you gave me a wonderful experience of learning maths, even though I still don't understand ^^ Standing the whole day spitting out all your saliva on me, I know it is really tiring. Thank you X 100000

Seriously, I can't do index number without your help, even though I go for tuition and such, but I always tend to forget. Hopefully I won't forget this too...

Thank you for the advice! And please DO NOT give me the ice-cream already. How many times I said NO??? Just keep it for yourself ok. Don't worry about me... I had plenty^^
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Lastly, thank GOD I manage to stop subash. Sigh, 6 hours of seminar is completely mental! But still, I had to go for sejarah and add maths.. sobs...

Let's just keep our fingers crossed, that all this will end!

Work!

Haha.... Well, everytime when I want to go out, (shopping, school, tution) I would always ask my dad, I want this $$, that $$$... Thus, my father was quite unbearable about this "princess" behavior, having the knowledge of asking, but not WORKING for it...

Actually, I don't feel like asking for money, or anything. Because I feel like a stepmother or something, treating cinderella like a doormat... Besides, I am not that kind that always seek for attention. I always prefer to stick with my own thoughts, talking to myself(mentally), unleshing my own creativity. That's why I love to space out, dream... as if you were emerged, teleported into a different dimension. Now I realize why I love the supernaturals!

Today was really the least expected. I havent "REALLY" studied for 2 days, and I felt pretty bad. My mum suggested shopping, at sungai wang, but rejected the offer. How eerie. Everyone knows that I am crazy over shopping, but, I really feel like studying, maybe it was just adrenaline, fear of exams. Yeap, for me, it is a fear factor... sigh...

An unexpected phone call came, it was my dad. He asked me to help out in his clinic ( for those who are skeptical, he is a doctor), there was short of nurses... So, as a noble person, like me, I took the job! haha! Actually I felt bad of asking money from him, since he say working is really suffering, by how much you earn in such a LONG period of time. It seems that I underestimated him. Sobs....

Well, my shift was at 6pm, but I went there early at 4.30. Managed to grab some sweets, and did some add maths. The dinner was really good! Yummy...




















My dad was pretty sweet, he ordered ice-cream for me, and, that flavour seems to be the last of it! Lucky me! My father informed me that my game was up, and it is time to hit the job! Whoa!
It was pretty cool working under my dad, especially, when he is the boss! hehe! I get to lepak a bit, munching on some chocolate, walk here walk there... The nurses were really, really, kind and friendly. I really appreciated their hospitality, it feels like as if I had been besties with them! They were really cool. Not like your average nurses, they barely hit 20 okay...








Too bad I forgotten their names... honestly I cannot remember chinese names! I find them really complicated..
Why can't they just fix an easy name already, like mine,
short and simple!


It was not really a tough job being a nurse, you just have to assist the doctor, or not, write names. It could be quite difficult when a lot of patients are waiting... I almost break my backbone in the process! Ouch, really stressing. I kinda admire the nurses that could just remember all the medicanes. It was all stocked up as much as a storeroom!

Well, since economy dropped, same goes for the business too... we spent almost half of the time eating, talking. haha. You might be suprised just how much junk food my dad stored in the fridge. From fruits up to chocolate, you name it! Even baskin robin's had made a way up there!
I worked for 4 hours, since this was my 1st experience, I really loved it. You would be suprised just how much I have earned, just rm18 in total. We just ask money like nobody's business! The moral of the story is : Don't ask for it, work for it! Just like how bill gates did! Way to go!

A sneak peak of my dad's "office", the whole thing, entirely:



The MEDICANES! This is just 3/10000000 percent of it. Chemical from liquid - gaseous state. How cool was that ?
















Files.. records... Argh! The sight of it drives me insane! %&*() Haha


Haha... they even had a visa machine! So cool! Don't worry folks, for those who cannot afford for a specialist, please come over! We accept, citibank,maybank, OCBC bank, Claudia's bank! You name it!

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XXL...

Haha... I love blogging! Now I really find it so cool since you can just type everything or anything you want, and by posting it, you show the whole entire world just how much life meant to you! It was just pure joy!

Well, today was rather an exciting day! I went to leisure mall ( even though it is a boring place, and I use to go there every saturday?) , but, for a total different reason... Charity? concert? movies? Stationeries (Aw)? Books? ( yer), reference book ( disgusting), physics? ( See you in heaven), Shoes? Clothes?


Nah, nah, no, NOPE! I went there to buy Cosmetics! Oh boy, I LURVE it so so much! I fell in love with it since I was 6, with some cute old flashbacks where I would always sneak into my mum's room, and rummage her drawer for lipstick and eye shadow! I just don't know how in the world I got so obsessed about it, go ahead and think that I am crazy, I guess it is just in my genes... hehe..

Well, today was interesting. I was supposed to meet Ginny at 11.40, too bad my mum was taking her own sweet time sipping coffee, I got there by 12.30pm. Not my fault, don't blame me, I am always the one earliest to get ready! Haha! We had lunch at Giant's, the best place to save money. One box of noodles rm1.99, how cheap can you get? Besides, I had future plans to splurge on, why waste them now?

Well, to cut the whole story short.. we went to sasa and watson a couple of times, checkin' out the latest, newest products in stores. It was really fun to shop with people that has the same interest! Like me and ginny! Too bad, Abigail was not in the tour, it would be more fun! Haha..
I was quite happy that majorica & majorca is FINALLY IN STORES! It is a brand under kanebo cosmetics! Wow, our country is so slow, the duration of launching this brand took almost 2 years! I love that brand. The layout is so pretty, and the mascara is a must have! Rimmel is also a new imported brand from London. The mascara was really good, even though the brush is plastic, but I think it is better then the normal brush, it produces extreme length, no clumps, and less stains on the tip of the brush. Plus, it could be a bonus for the bottom lashes! Good job, Rimmel!

After some grabs at SaSa, eyeliner and some nail polish, we had some snacks to munch on... Indulging on a nice cup of milk shake, the chatting goes on for the good old souls... Even though I spent quite a lot today, almost half of my savings, but, I did not regret even for the tiniest bit! Buying the things that you really really want, it is just a sense of satisfaction! Oh yeah!




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My dream: ( make it short and sweet )

Is to be a cosmetic chemist. I want to create my own cosmetic, launching my very own brand! Creating fragrances would be fun too... just like mary-kate and ashley! How I envy them!

Professional Pianist. Matching up with rachmaninoff, prokofiev, Lang lang, CHOPIN!

Places:

Tokyo ( Anywhere in japan, I wanted to go there so bad ever since I was 7)
Paris ( buy branded stuff, LV, Gucci, etc..)
Scotland, Holland ( The windmills )
Australia ( Chocolate, hopefully I can study there)
The whole entire Europe, America would be nice!

Mascara:
Chanel ( Exceptionnel)
Dior ( Plastic)
Lancome ( Voted for best lengthening mascara)
Maybelline XXL (Voted for best volume)
FIBERWIG ( Best seller in Japan * I am aiming for it)
Maybelline lash discovery ( Best for bottom lashes)
Majorica & Majorca ( All of it)
Red earth ( bla..bla.. forgotten)

Eyeshadow:
M.A.C all eye shades ( best known for its palette)
Shu uemura ( everything)
Kate ( everything)
Kanebo ( everything)
Many more

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