The end.

Seriously, I cannot wait to finish SPM!!
I cannot wait to move forward... and taste the sweetness of freedom..
Just imagine.. in just 6 months time...

I would be able to burn and throw all the annoying books away..
I can NOT come to school...
I can NOT wake up 6 am...
I can NOT go for annoying tuitions...

What am I doing this for?
I really need a scholarship, if possible, I want a full one...
I want to go for twining courses, Australia, or maybe, Canada..
Because living expenses wouldn't be so so so costly, with some relatives there..

It would be FUN =)

Plus my parents had spent a fortune on my brother, they might not be able to support my college expenses any longer ...

Sigh, so it is all up to me now!!

I need 10A1's.

With God there with me, I am going to blast off in full throttle!

Yeah!!! Thinking of the days when I can just go out there...

And, My mum and dad promised to let me drive just end of the year! Wee~

I can FINALLY serve in church! No need to trouble the leaders for transport anymore!!

Bwaahahaha.. I can paint my nails, do all the crazy stuff and break all the school rules!

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I cannot wait to work! To earn my own money, and splurge on the things I had never dreamed of.

I cannot wait to change.


And, I cannot wait to teach little kids piano next year!!

My mum actually started asking around already.. and some of my friends are interested in learning some of it after SPM...

Wee, I might do it part time next year... Ahaha, I am so excited!


Well, hopefully I won't get into NS next year. But I don't think so. Hahaha.

Cos my dad will do a couple of complains about my recent motorbike accident thingy, that caused some bad scars on my skin. Cos my skin heals very slowly, so, I can escape!


I cannot wait for college.

I cannot wait to get out of here.



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Pic : Credit to Erica

The upcoming APYAC!!! (Asia Pacific Youth Alive Conference)

Yeah, where this conference would be the BIGGEST ever, which would be held in Malaysia this year^^

I heard that the Metro tabernacle is a brand new church in Damansara, that can fit up to a sum of 2000 people within the FOYER itself. Imagine. The FOYER only.... I cannot picture how big it would be in the main hall O.O

Plus, this is a lifetime oppocunity.. Cos it is held around Asia pacific and the location will change as years pass by.. Sad.. How I wish it could be here every year..

A lot of foreigners would be there ^^

They had it in Jakarta in 2007. Last year I forgot =(

But anyway, I am going to go, AND I am forcing ALL MY FRIENDS to go...

Guys, this is going to be huge, even BIGGER then H.U.G.E camp!!

People on my list

1. All my cg members ( Hopefully Cher don't go back to Singapore)
2. Yi xiu
3. Sha sha
4. Everybody that I know



Weee!!! I cannot wait!!!


I will go no matter what. Will even use my own savings if I HAD to.



Yeah!!!

Invation

Well, this was the BESTEST Sunday ever!
I had so many events going on, despite all that, I really want to thank God, that I managed to study Sejarah.. at night!
As you know how boring Sejarah would be, staying up till 12.30am is really no joke man.
I don't know how in the world I managed, but I find it extraordinary!

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2nd thing is the...

Our official..













CG INVATION DAY!!!



Wohooo! The memory that itched my mind, I just couldn't help myself to smile all the time!



like this =) =) =)


Haha, really, I knew it would be fine, I really want to thank all the LEADERS for the infinite encouragement, especially Beatrice, who called me during midnight and pray for me over the phone... It was soo sweet =)

The priceless experience would not be a reality without your efforts..


THANK YOU LEADERS!


And, not missing out our beloved members..

Thank you so so much, for your dedication and cooperation, staying back 3 weeks in a row, discussing and improvising on the plan..

It wouldn't be a reality without you ALL too!!

James, our boss, had done a very good on the ice breaker. It was really hard for him to cope up with so many things, especially having his intervensi the very next day..

Being the mastermind, honouring God despite all the exams, it is really not easy. But you did right?

You will be just fine=)

Cass did a wonderful job too! Your creativity will never stop us from anticipating!! I love the brilliant idea of getting the f1 members hyped up!

And to the bunch of musicians...

Chermaine ( a very last minute drummer)
Su Zanne ( Keyboardist)
Wen Qi( Bassist)
Xan En ( A very last minute bassist)
Ginny, Amanda, Robyn ( Singer, Lead singer)
And me! (Keyboardist)

Well, standing on the stage for more then 2-3 hours practicing and practicing..

At last we didn't manage to perform =(

Because of the short of time, we had to forgo the worship service...

But anyhow, It was a fun experience staying back and all, I learned a lot of things!

Don't feel sad, or wasted in efforts... Because there is a purpose why we didn't get to perform on that day^^

Because most of them are still very young, budding off from children church..
The adjustment to the surroundings.. culture shock and all..
It is not easy to make them really into the true meaning of worship..
There are a number of them are still insecure, I bet only 2 or 3 of them are really interested into worshipping whole heartedly..

They are still not ready yet..
We cannot force them to have the passion for God, but we can always encourage..
Till a point of time, when their maturity develops, they will make the choice ^^

Whether to Submit themselves before God, is really up to them..

Really have to pray for those bunch..

It will take some time..


Ok, not missing out the SHARING TEAM ^^

Ok, I was quite nervous that time, because I am the lead, organizing everything..

Thanks to William and his typing errors..

The funniest part was Romans 37:7!

Hahahahaha! It was my mistake for not referring to that verse while typing the script!













Romans 37:7 doesn't exist.


Hahahaha, thank God man, he told me about that. Lols.

And he had a brilliant idea on covering his "mistake".

By saying :" I typed that on purpose just to test whether you read your bible a not".

Lols. Hahahaha.

So funny. For being the background music and all, it was hilarious..

The topic was



WORSHIP

Starring...

ME
Erica
Darell
Jessica
Su Zanne

Thank you for your cooperation! Wouldn't have done it without submitting your main points to me at a very last minute.

Sorry! The change of plan was rather unexpected. Haha

We rushed through all the points during the lesson, because time was ahead of us.

And there were moments of "uh uh" in between.

Haha, but it was pretty fun though, I learned a lot of things.

And you all did a great Job^^ It is not easy to buckel that much amount of confidence speaking in front of them, holding the mic and all. I understand, you cannot stop stammering.

And I was pretty impressed with some of them, they were natural during their turns.

What a relief.. Finally...


Despite the short of time, and some awkward moments getting them into the mood,
but this experience was priceless. And it wouldn't be such a success without GOD.


Thank YOU sooo Muchie!!


It has opened my eyes, to have a greater passion for the youths out there..

I gained so much for the past few weeks, during rehearsels and discussions..



I learned one of the most important thing:


Always, always, allow God to be part of the plan.
Pray hard, and seek him earnestly.


If not, despite all the efforts, it would be disasterous.



I really cannot ask for more.

I love my CG more and more.

We are inseparable =)


Claudia*lav

Excited

Tomorrow will be the day!

I can't wait!




Looking forward.. looking forward...


A very happy Claudia^^

A flying machine?

Wow, it seems that centuries passed since I actually logged on..
It is really sad and heartbreaking to see my bloggie getting more and more boring..

It sounds dead in a way.

Those times. When I was a FANATIC. Everyday must update, I even forced everyone to comment and read about my crap.

I even forced people to have a BLOG because I have it.

Haha. Yeah. I really missed it.

There were times when I really, really don't feel like to move on.

Because the past was just --- plain sweet.

Too bad the reality says no.

Sobs...


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Had a great time during Easter!

Just a bit pissed about the Easter egg and bunny nonsense. What does it have to do with it??

Had worship practice and CG that day! Cool^^


The only uncool thing was, I had to stand for 3 hours straight on the stage.

Sigh, but during the moment when you actually start playing the keyboard, you cannot stop.

But me leg kinda cramped up there .. Ouch!

I learned sooo many things.

1st. Keyboard and the piano are TWO VERY DIFFERENT INSTRUMENTS.
2nd. My tempo is WAY TOO FAST.
3rd. I have to follow the beat of the drum.
4th. Have to LOOK AT THE LEAD SINGER (But they gave wrong instructions)
5th. Most importantly, you have to work together as a band.

There are so many many many things to learn in order to serve as a musician.
I never thought that serving would be SO challenging.
Phew. Thank God Zanne was there when I played "Though it all" solo.
If not dead d. Haha.
Memorizing the codes of certain sounds, digital keyboard, so, you know.
Because all this while when I was practicing at home, I played with a lot of complicated chords and appeggios.
But It was all screwed.

I AM STILL A NOOB!!

But it was really a good, and embarrassing experience after all^^

You know what I mean right? ^^




This week will be the official CG INVATION week.

Ohhhh... So nervous man.

I really don't know which verse I should use.

Hopefully I won't be stammering back then. Ugh..

And, our youth hall...

Will be..



ABOLISHED SSOOONN!!




NOOOOOOOO!!




Once if our church approve of the new building...


Youth hall will say bye bye..




Seriously, my bloggie is getting more and more boring...

I am super duper...


Stressed out!

Sigh, form 5 is really not like what it seems..

I hate going to school.

Because I have to face those stupid homeworks, and all the teachers are blabbering that the headmistress will come and CHECK our work.

I don't give a damn.

I REALLY HAVE NO TIME FOR MYSELF!!

I cannot believe I just slept for 2 hours yesterday..

2HOURS!

And I am half dead right now..

Abandoned my blog for quite some time....

Sigh...

Go home. Study. Eat. Sleep. Do hw. Iron clothes. ZZZ

But, I love my friends in school =)

At least there is something worth going for.




P/S: Just watched true blood yesterday.

Super duper diff from twilight.

P.P/S: Twilight is for kids

P.P.P/S: But true blood is so SO SO gory and scary. (Gross)

But the storyline is way better then twilight.

But it is just a bit over the top.

Sigh. Twilight is nothing. True blood is .. O.O


I love it both Anyway =)





In the verge of getting out of this boring stressed out life.



Claudia*Lav